Recent content by Gem5y

So much music out there!! I think I have a song for every holiday, happy time, sad time. It's the way I feel. Express. Was my escape during a difficult childhood. I have carried it to adulthood, done a music degree, I teach it although it is all crumbling at he moment. Anyways ... I love linkin...

I'm interested. Googling away now

Man it's a tricky one. Sometimes I just jump right out of my skin that's pretty clear. Sometimes I've been known to push them away. I work as a teacher with kids aged 11-16 and I am pretty clear it's not ok to touch but a few times I've jumped an d said don't touch me. I think if I were you I...

Get well soon :)

Similar thoughts I think here. When I am very destructive and I am not functioning properly are I guess the biggest for me. Also when I am in periods of constant triggering. I think crisis is a continuum as is wellness. I am currently very anxious remembering lots, depression is bad I am unable...

Hi welcome. Lots of people to talk to here

Hi welcome!!

Control freak in me doesn't want to 'let go' with partners. Have learnt to do that with this fella. Used to just disassociate with previous partners. But there are times when it's all coming up or I'm reading self help book and all I want to do is masturbate. I hate myself for it at the time but...

Hi so I have an amazing partner. He is understanding patient and talks listens to all the memories that seem to surface. But should I edit. I owned up to him about something I feel so ashamed about. I get flashbacks where I freeze lose time etc. Our sex life at times is interrupted by this. I...

Hi I'm new here. Another 'sufferer' look forward to getting to know you here.