Recent content by HangInThere

I was just curious on how you guys are doing this holiday season? I seem more depressed than ever work has slowed to almost zero and I cant seem to get out of the self critical mind set. Im always thinking Im not good enough,dont eat that, why did you do that, why are thinking that. My whole...

Ahh Yes and its awful....get real anxiuos after and think everyone hates me ...but its great while im drinking. so I try not to ..which leads me in a path in my head that there is no relief...then I feel angry and lonely and its all worse than before...

Im sorry guys I wasnt being smart. Just trying to lighten the day...My mistake with my post...

Open my eyes (Done) Heart Beat (Done) LOL Off to work hope you all have a wonderful day... Remember try to leave it in the past....so you dont lose your future.... HANG

Thank you guys so much. What fun threads? I did start my diary if you get a moment maybe check it out..

I'm watching a show on Netflix called Obsessed wow I think I feel better...LOL..Look it up online...Somehow knowing people have it worse brings comfort..Seems wrong though.

ABSOLUTELY... I went and bought a candy bar and Im going to enjoy it no matter what I SAY....LMAOI take it your a sufferer also? Isn't it GREAT?

The sad thing is that I know how to give love but not receive so much...My wife is also an abuse survivor and never talks about it shes a don't think about it kinda person..I always give her love and attention but she doesn't reciprocate. I feel so alone all the time even when I am around...

I also would be interested In corresponding with someone...

Just wanted to find a friend to talk to on a regular basis on here...I"m a male on the Eastern Shore of Md. Thank you

I know what I need to make me feel better. I truly believe that happiness and joy come from giving yourself to others but I can't seem to get out of my self pity party to do a damn thing... A thought just came to mind. I have never been hugged or loved by a parent. WOW ...JUST hated and...

Well thanks for the tears LOL. Trouble is I have no recollection of happy in all my life and when I feel what I think is happy I always tell myself no like a child. That's not for you, you don't deserve that. My story is so far from over and this much already overwhelmed me not sure I can...

I havent had the pleasure of meeting you since Im new here. But if you feel in anyway like I do I truly hope you feel much better soon...I mean that with all my heart..

How do you get friends here so when you feel as bad as I do on days you can talk with someone who understands.. THX

How everyone is doing today. I feel lost and distracted. Went fishing yesterday with my wife and realized Im not very happy at all. Seemed to have been stuck in a loop of questions in my mind. She had a great time and I always enjoy when she does. I also wonder how it feels to be as happy as she...