Recent content by Hicktownchic87

Hello, I know it's been awhile since I've been on, been very busy trying to get things done ahead of time. I had carpel tunnel surgery in 2014 and since than de quarvien's(I think that's how it's spelled) tendonitis has set in. I just found out this past Tuesday they will be doing surgery for...

I've tried to get in contact with a couple people as well but I have to watch cause a lot of the people from my past were alcoholics. So that kind of makes that difficult and the one's that I've reached out to who weren't pretty much want nothing to do with me cause they don't realize I've...

One thing that's been on my mind, is this, with my ptsd and being a recovered alcoholic. I shut people out of my life so I could work on sobering up 5yrs ago. Now 5yrs later I'm still anti-social and don't really know how to talk to people to make new friends. Even going to church, I go but I...

Yes I will and apparently my body isn't going to let me get any sleep tonight. I'm like so exhausted but everytime I lay down, my mind is like wide awake and then I'm completely restless.. This really stinks but it's how its been. Some nights I'll sleep like a baby and some nights my mind wont...

It seemed like he was being honest and sincere about it, he really sounded upset to as he was saying everything. Even though all that was said, I think I'm still going to go and visit him this morning. It's only right to know for sure where he stands and to make things clear face to face.

Thanks, and I got a phone call from him earlier while at wally world. He even said that he don't want us to try and get back together. He said he knows that all he did was make me unhappy, not all the time but most. He stated that he wants us to be friends and nothing more. That for some reason...

Here it is Friday Jan15th, it's only been 2 days now since I talked with my pastor and decided to take and break with the relationship. I'm already slowing feeling better inside. I actually slept completely through last night with no flashbacks. I'm starting to get my work done that I need to...

I don't believe there is a cure or that there ever will be. Cause you will never forget what happened that caused your ptsd. I feel that with the right help though it can be controlled and keeping yourself busy is one way I learned to help with mine. When I'm not doing that or am under a lot of...

My day started out on a confused side, until I meant with my church pastor and talked to him about a lot of things bothering me. He gave me some advice and It helped with a lot of my stress. Then I went to see some friends I haven't seen in awhile and than to wally world. Now I'm just home...

Sorry to hear about what happened to you, It's sad that people can be cruel like this specially at a place of employment. I'm very happy to hear that you are ok and were not severely hurt. I would press charges and let that person know that what they did was wrong. If not who knows how many...

Thank You and I'm proud of myself as well and it's been a big help with all the advice I've been given over the past couple days from ya'll here and my pastor as well. It feels like some of the burden has been lifted off me. Trying to not worry so much about him and everything going on with him.

Well here's the update: I spent nearly 2hrs this morning talking with my pastor, I opened up to him about everything that's been going on with my ptsd and my relationship. He wants me to try and open up and let God handle all the stress. He wants me to try this for a month and meet back with me...

Thank You for all your help I'm very grateful to have people here I can talk to and open up to. It's just been one rocky road after another. I'm taking all this information in and just opening up and talking to all of you on here is helping me understand a lot and I think after I talk to my...

There has been many red flags and even with him in jail he's still trying to keep that control and I'm standing my ground now. I just feel so empty and after my marriage I kinda put barriers up and wouldn't let myself get close to another guy. I dated a few guys between my ex husband and him but...

Sounds just like what I'm going through with him, I just talked to him on the phone and I told him what's been going on and all he said is so what does this mean for us? I told him I don't know at this point and I need time to talk to my pastor about all this and he didn't say anything at that...