Recent content by hippieatheart

Thank you so much. I don't know much about my therapist except she's a she and my first appointment is Wednesday. The intake specialists mentioned sexual assault womens group too. And yes I'm still holding out hope that my baby girl will come home You make some very good points Fridayjones. I...

Oh and no news on my cat yet

I just wanted to say thank you to everyone for helping me get through yesterday. I know you all know how hard it is. I had my intake appointment this morning and they said yes you have ptsd. Is it bad when after you finish your story the intake specialists says "wow"

And I'm trying so hard to give them the benefit of the doubt

Thank you and thank you. I like fb. It It also really sucks because you can see when someone is just flat out ignoring you or all the other stuff you'd be better of not knowing. And it's not like we're random friends. We've been close friends for years

Like I said I've been there for them through good times and bad. And I'm sorry to go on and on. I'm just feeling lost right now

I have my first therapy appointment tomorrow and I'm scared shitless. My cat has disappeared and I'm scared she's gone for good. She is like family. I tried messaging a couple of close friends on fb last night so I know they saw it. And I know they've been on several times since then. I just...

Definitely a lonely painful process

Thank you. As to my question there's something else I want to say. I deeply apologize and it's and it's nit directed at any of you I'm just feeling really bitchy right now. But what is so hard about being true to your word

I'm kind of getting the attitude that you can't depend on anyone but yourself and I hate that feeling

It sucks and it's kind of heartbreaking. And after being heartbroken every day for 20 years by my now dead husband I don't know how much more I can take. And quite frankly I'm angry right now. No offense meant

I understand all of that. I've shared my happiness and successes with them. I've tried to make sure I'm there for them through their good times and bad. And to let them know.how much I appreciate them. I'm getting tired of putting all the effort in and getting f'ed over it seems

How do you deal.with the fact that those who said they'd be there for you (friends and family) seem to.be absent when you reach out to them. Some I've known for 20 years and you're left feeling all alone as you go through your struggles

I am still struggling so much in dealing with what happened to me. In response to kwanygirl (I hope I spelled that right) no my oldest son is not harassing me any more. I think it was his natural response to the terrifying experience of having his dad attack his mom and then kill himself. In a...