Recent content by iPaul

If anyone abandons you for past traumas, they were never really your friend. My ptsd makes me worry always, for absolutely nothing. I also lost my dad (divorce) and my friends, cousins, dog all at once, when I was 10. Shortly after my mom betrayed me, leaving me fairly lonely. I feel your pain.

When you're always worried about absolutely nothing.

Hi Ash. Sometimes it feels better just to get closure and move on. It does for me, for sure. I found that the people I CHOOSE to call family are way better than actual family. I'm down to one best friend of 30 years (this year). Another BF lives across the country. The distant friend is...

I didn't realize you replied to me. They need a "you've been mentioned" alert on here for when someone types your name. Anyway thanks for reading and for the kind words. I'm proud of you too, brother. Thanks for sharing your story. I haven't met many people who can say they have had ptsd longer...

Hi. I'm new here too. A lot (not all) of what you went through, I did too. This is my first time replying to anyone. I decided when I was a kid I wouldn't have kids. I'd say, "cause my parents are assholes", I don't want to spread that gene. A couple years ago I found out it was ptsd so there is...