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Yeah, literally only 3 people at school know and like 3 adults. Yeah, had that again today - someone I know went into hospital last night and it really hit me for a weird reason and I kept shaking but I still said I was okay :p haha but no one really notices anyway so it was fine :) x

Indeed, and yeah - I really don't know what I'd do without her

I would've thought so. My dad doesn't really get it and god forbid someone he knows has a mental health issue. My mum died in January - the PTSD is from the stuff at the hospital over the three months she was in there for. I do have one but I always feel like I'm annoying her, but she knows...

Erm it was someone from the nhs who came to my house and did an assessment on me, said she'd get me help then left and did absolutely zilch. Yeah, we're trying to get back to her but it's not really working very well and all she can do is submit my diagnosis and hope for help? I don't know it's...

It's okay :) Nope, I have a bereavement counsellor....she's not overly helpful though to be honest she just rambles on about god knows what half the time. Yeah, I'm okay, then smile and laugh a bit and hurriedly enter conversation or leave!

No I'm not, I got my PTSD diagnosis and then they left it, with no help at all - I have spent ages trying to get help (even just sleeping tablets is like gold dust it seems) and I finally got onto an urgent CAMHS referral and that got sent back saying sorry we don't want you, bye. Which really...

Hi Jane, Yep, sometimes I would just like someone to hug me and not let go. And others I'd love to lie in my bed all day (and that's not just because I'm a teenager). Yep again, if you don't then that's wrong or people over hear from your conversation that you're not and then want to know from...

Hi, I have, I've been on here for a few months and sort of browsing and posted a few topics. I don't know, everything was going okay then it went totally down down down

Heya, I'm beginning to have issues, real big issues with PTSD and other stuff. Seriously I'm beginning to feel like I'm slipping away from everyone and everything. I'm in the back ground and everything's over there. Sure I can be sociable and act like myself, but that's not me anymore. How do...

Hey again, My update isn't overly positive, at the moment I'm going back through the three months before she died - in fact today is a year since she first went into intensive care (then there's percentages of survival dates, when things were terrible etc etc) so yeah....not overly positive -...

I have a slight issue with doctors/hospitals etc, they trigger me. That's why I was so happy and relieved that I managed to get as far as I did. I am seeing someone from Cruse, the arrangement as far as they explained it to me was they'd do the PTSD bits

I had a CAF done on me several months ago, which my gp referred me to on the grounds of PTSD symptoms which were confirmed during the assessment. I don't know, every time I seem to get somewhere everyone seems to put it down to grief but I can't grieve like this with everything constantly being...

I'm sorry this may end in a bit of a rant- so I apologise now. I've just come back from a nice weeks holiday - very relaxed and stuff seemed a bit clearer, however we came home today and boom that's all down the drain. A letter, addressed to me contained what I had been hoping for for several...

Hi, so I don't know if this is allowed here or not but here goes. I was having a bit of 'me time' with my iPod on shuffle and have realised how many of the songs I now actually understand the lyrics and the meaning of them. I was just wondering what music you find helps you or you can relate to...

Thank you for your replies, I guess...no one listens to me though - I'm on a list for bereavement counselling now which has taken me several months to be accepted into and I had an assessment done about 2 months ago which I was finally given having been to the doctors several times and having...