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Recent content by izmo

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    What Are You Grateful For Today?

    I'm grateful for myself and poetry
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    What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

    Tired but hopeful
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    Toxic family

    Today I felt ill with fever yet I still wanted to go with my boyfriend to a wedding, as it's been a long time I haven't been to a wedding. Anyway it's a small thing. My family nagged me to stay at home which is fine. But then my grandmother got all up with her usual negativity. She blamed me...
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    Feeling Like A Loser, Even With Small Steps

    Some of the things I'm proud of; - Being able to smile during a tough time. - Being able to recite poetry in public. - People I care about in my life. It's only a few for now, as I'm feeling overwhelmed but thank you for the suggestions.
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    Feeling Like A Loser, Even With Small Steps

    Dead Link Removed, I think I'm feeling that 'avalanche.' I'm in some sort of race, trying to recover but feeling overwhelmed at the same time. Suzetig, thank you for the reply. By certain standards, I feel that I am doing well compared to the past, but I still feel so overwhelmed and somehow...
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    Feeling Like A Loser, Even With Small Steps

    Today and lately, I still feel like a ''loser'', even when doing small, personal steps towards self-recovery. Even when reminding myself of things I've achieved, I still feel like a loser. I get thoughts like,'' you don't make friends easily'' or ''your bullies were right in the past, remember...
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    The Small Things In Life. What Makes You Happy?

    Water -- as this is obviously really necessary in this world. Drinking water helps me. My poetry and just getting lost in random TV series.
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    What Are You Grateful For Today?

    I am grateful for my own warmth, my warm smile.
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    I Don't Know What To Do Anymore

    I would like to thank you all for your kind responses. You make such a difference in this world. Thank you for your kindness when I hit a low point in life.
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    I Feel Too Tired

    I am too exhausted, too tired. I accept that I'm not and will never be enough, I accept that okay and I'm sorry. But I'm just tired and want the pain to go away.
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    I Don't Know What To Do Anymore

    I'm just useless and can't do anything right.
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    I Don't Know What To Do Anymore

    I feel like I'm the most useless sack of trash in the entire world, without exaggeration.
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    Mother's Day Fakery

    It sounds really tough.. I am very sorry that you are going through all of this. It is good that you turn to art as an outlet, art can be very therapeutic in a lot of forms.
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    What Are You Grateful For Today?

    - I am grateful for the orange juice I drank - I am grateful for drinking water - I am grateful for my loving partner - I am grateful that I have grown stronger and more independent
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    Boyfriend Dumped Me Because Of Ptsd

    I am really sorry for what you have gone through, it sounds very difficult. You have great strength in you to be reaching out here and writing down some of your innermost thoughts. Do you have any friends or other family who at least check on you from time to time?
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