Recent content by JadedGhost13

Hodge, how long did it take for you to get the Medicaid approved and start using it? I wish I could use snap for personal needs. I was given a $20 spot from someone I know so I was able to get some toilets paper yesterday, laundry stuff and dish soaps. With my coupons it came out to just under...

I run a non profit charity where I save pigs. I raise funds and organize transports and medical bills. That does keep me quite busy. I have to really make myself stay at it though. I love my non profit but you know how it is when your sick it's hard to do the smallest of tasks. Thankfully were a...

I did apply for food stamps and because I had no income I was granted expedited services. I will receive $148 for the month of July and on the 12th of each month after I will receive $194. She approved me for a year and I won't have to check in with her unless my situation changes in some way...

I do have a lawyer. I did everything myself until I got to the point where I need to see the ADJ. when I got to that point I handed it all off to a firm specializing in disability claims. She said there's nothing we can do to speed things up. I do have my starte rep and senator inquiring about...

I have been really withdrawn for a few months and I felt a episode brewing, but I ignored it thinking I was being paranoid. Well I just lost it! I have several stress factors in my life, but who doesn't? This has been the worst episode or breakdown whichever you prefer to call it to date. In all...

I was born numb........ I really do believe this. I cannot ever remember feeling like I see other people acting out their feelings. I do not have any deep attachment to anyone or anything. I am not saying that I do not love anyone, or care for anyone, I just do not have a deep attachment. For...

I wanted to write tonight, lots on my mind. But I have just been alerted of some drama in my family that has the potential to be more than just drama. I hopefully will be able to write late tonight or tomorrow if I do not have to leave town. Just a quick note... Therapy went very well today...

Most unfortunate there is only one doctor in the clinic that I go to. I am in a very rual area and resources are far and few here, especially in this area. But you better believe there are more than enough churches and cigarette stores to go around. Our county developer apparently gets paid to...

I am suffering from a massive headache today and I can not identify if it related to the nasty wet cold weather we are having or if its my anxiety over going to the therapist today and make a decision if I should keep going there or not after the doctors inappropriate words last week. Either way...

I totally respect you for being a vegetarian, I just cannot made that change. While I am not a big fan of pork, chicken or beef I do consume small amounts of it. Too much of it and I do not feel well at all. But fish (fresh water) and seafood I cannot break away from at all. But I cannot eat any...

Mine is showing me about 70 miles west and north of where I actually am.

My head hurts.... I knew I was being completely realistic when I chose to allow myself three days per room to deep clean. My ADD and brain fog are in full force today, especially the ADD! I must have jumped tasks at least a dozen times and then forget, only to look over and see that I did not...

Push push push.... My home life has suffered greatly in my times of "shut down" mode. After the meltdown that I had almost two weeks ago and the subsequent period of non-rest in mind body and soul I have had to dig deep to find a way to bring myself out of this and start attacking things that...

I am a bull. I am stubborn, and trust no one, always ready to rear my head when I feel threatened.

Today I was thrown to the wolves so to say. I seem a new psych, and for the life of me I have idea why. But I knew from the moment I stepped back in the back of the office that things were going south. First of all a nurse weighed me on some inflated scales. These scales were showing me 20...