Recent content by JadeE74

Thank you for your encouagement. I have many side effects from the meds, but was taking rhodiola rosia, ( natural med) but haven't been able to afford getting more at the moment. Plus my psych nurse mugged to a new place and refuses to take me as her patient again, she says there's nothing more...

Oops, almost 200x higher, her liver enzymes only get higher and higher every test, but they say lose weight bc it's fatty liver, they went say she has lupus bc they claim she only has high blood work and nothing else, what? I can list about 20 symptoms my daughter has, ok, not all lupus symptoms...

Thank you so much, I don't understand how my daughter has so many positive tests, and Kerberos only gaining weight, andthe center of her appts is lose weight! Her ana is as high a they test, her dsnda out whatever is agonist200x

Depression is getting worse, I'm trying hard in therapy, do brainspotting, but I feel like since nothing is really helping, why should I keep putting in the effort? My daughter has been sick for over a year, we have visited Children's and mayo clinic, no one helps her. No one! I think she is my...

No, I have not. It is a good idea, but I think I'm even too anxious tip day anything to her She knows alt my past abuse. But I think letting someone injure they made you feel like your past abuser is cruel and would make them feel weird.

My therapist wrote back today, basically said try to save things for our sessions. I didn't respond. I will just talk about it at our next session I guess.

Thank you, it helps me to know I'm not alone. I like the shell and rock idea, along with e-mailing first. I hope I'm able to talk about my struggles I had in the last session.

Yep, this! Except I see pictures now. Still trying to figure out if that's better or not.

Thank you, I needed to read your words. They are very comforting. Yes, I'm trying so hard to live a bit more normal. My massage therapist knows about the trauma, my old therapist told me it would be important to let her know. And after about a year of massages, and the M. therapist knowing when...

Thank you.

I'm assuming I said something, bc she never "makes" me brainspot so to speak. She may have been getting it ready, asked if I was ready, I don't even know. But you have good ideas for me, thank you.

What's re PTSD cup? And thank you

Yes, battery brainspotting for around 8or 9 months already. At dust I only felt feelings, I was so angry I could never see what I was processing. But now I get pictures. Once for 7 weeks straight, my mind brain spotted my mother's 2 days of passing away, then sometimes I get the sane glimpses...

Sometimes it feels like I can't talk in therapy. Not because in reality I don't want T to know, bc I do want her too. Sometimes I physically can not. She asked what I did after last session, I said I had massage therapy ( long long process to feel ok with that, that's a whole different...

Yes, please do, I can't find a whole lot online, and wouldn't mind sharing experiences with someone, and gain support for each other.