Recent content by Jadie Rose

Hi AslinSparx, I keep re reading all of what you wrote above to help remind myself to just feel it all and you are absolutely right! - dogs are the best!!!! :) Forget humans LOL. Your words are spot on. Being upbeat and happy ALL the time is fake and if I need a few weeks to be pissed off...

As @Friday suggesred, talk with your therapist. I spoke with one of mine that was not covered by my insurance and she saw how messed up I was, and how poorly my insurance carrier providers were treating me, she agreed to see me at $30 a session (normally $150 per session), two times a week, for...

Sooo....after all just typed above (again, sorry so long!!), I will be back tomorrow to individually respond to each of you!!! Gosh, this is going to be a tough one to get through, and I just count my blessings this site exists because I honestly don't know what I'd do without all of your...

Thank you, thank you, TY!!!! I will write more tomorrow, and respond to each of you...just in a sh**ty mood and have been for a little while now. Just riding the wave and reading posts here (when even online lately). You are all so wonderful to share as much as you have and I just need that...

Does anyone ever feel like "what is the point anymore?" Feel like I have tried EVERYTHING for decade and half and just don't know how much more I have left, at all, towards doing anymore work towards building a better life. How does one possibly snap out of having lost all hope and see anything...

It's REALLY nice to see a 2nd trauma/neuro Psychiatrist, periodically, when my carrier trauma/neuro Psychiatrist scares or overwhelms me per explanations above...that reassurance that 1) I'm not psychotic nor crazy and 2) This is PTSD (have to keep being reminded since so many Dr's never helped...

Exciting @Friday - you are funny as hell and will be Grrrrr8!! :)

Hi J'qel, Yes, let's do swap stories - I will private message you later and we can chat :) The 2nd trauma/neuro Psychiatrist appt. went REALLY good, he's awesome! He said it is horrible regular therapists and psychiatrist labeled me BPD because I'm clearly not and made me go back and read ALL...

I totally understand, it is not easy going through that (confusing, embarrassing, feel a bit crazy like what is happening...). But, I just started with trauma/neuro psychiatrist and therapists a few months ago and they will actually not look at you strangely nor judge anything that happens -...

THANK YOU, again! You have no idea how much that meant to me. I was still in a very hypnotic state when I wrote you back above, and what terribly awful writing it was LOLOL. I woke this AM in a complete daze and lost my phone, somehow, in my bedroom and cannot find it for the life of me. So...