Recent content by Jenny0h

I feel like it will help with my desire to want to connect with people but in a controlled way, and the fact that we are all working through the disorder give me some ease. Thank you

I used to cut, and a lot. It was a vice for me, and once I didn't want people judging or seeing me with my slashes I filled it with another self sabotaging practice. Pills, food, and most recently alcohol. There is something inside of you that seems it has to be released which is causing you...

Thank you. Most of me wants to be as "normal" of an adult as the next person but there is such a fear in working through the trauma to process it. I've been in therapy for the better part of 16 years and up until now no therapist has wanted to attack the trauma to move on. I know I did a good...

Thank you for giving feed back. What you wrote described me exactly. My therapist says that when anything I go through (good/bad) I default to crisis mode because that's the only way I know how to function because it was what was instilled in me at such a young age. I've learned how to be an...

Thank you for commenting. Hmmmm first obsession/addiction...i have no idea. My biggest one is attention. I don't necessarily want people always in my life but I always want people to need me and once that initial couple weeks of the new friendship/relationship/whatever else I dispose of the...

I've never used a chat room to try to help with my PTSD, however my therapist wants to try to channel and prosses my trauma to help me move forward with my life. I have a long history of filling my holes with vices. It feels as though I can be addicted to anything, people, alcohol, ideas...