Recent content by JessicaMarie92

So, update. I had a huge epiphany, and then he dumped me a week before our anniversary. I have 30 days to move out.

Thank you so much. :)

It sucks. I'm so worried my boyfriend will leave too. I'm trying to gain control of my PTSD but it's so hard.

Most of my friends bailed on me when I got sick. I also have osteoarthritis in my lower back so by the time I get home from school, I'm hurting and worn out. So I spend my time alone. I'm trying to make friends though.

I see a psychiatrist every few months. I used to see a counselor twice a month but stopped. I'm trying to get back in to talk to someone though. I'm taking bupropion and trazadone but it doesn't seem to help.

I was diagnosed a few years ago due to childhood sexual abuse. I've been with my boyfriend for almost a year (May 4) but we've known each other for about seven years. I love him more than anything and I know he loves me, but I'm losing myself in my PTSD. I'm constantly crying, feel rejected...