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    Assault I already had ptsd now it's way worse

    I am scared.. I have been lied too... There is a cover up on how the police officer hurt me.. I was hit in the head and it broke my temporal bone and they patched it on the CT scan to hide the injury....
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    Other You Tell Him What Your Ptsd Is And He Takes You Right To It

    I went on a first date with this guy, I do always tell people a little bit about whats going on with me. I do need people to know that I am on certain medications and what I am most terrified of. I don't wait till 50 dates to tell somebody I have CPTSD... So I tell him about my fear of police...
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    Poll What Is The Cause Of Your PTSD?

    Shoot my vote was wrecked.. I was choosing them all except war and didn't know it was only taking one vote
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    Medical Changing Your Medications

    Gosh I was taking Quetiapine 100mg at bedtime , Clonazepam 1mg twice daily, Sertraline 100mg at bedtime and Lorazepam 1mg twice day as needed. Then I was put on Quetiapine 200mg at bedtime, Clonazepam 1mg twice daily, Divalproex extended R 1000mg at bedtime, Lithium Carbonate er 600mg at...
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    Medical Changing Your Medications

    I do not like the new meds I am on.. I was doing just fine with what I was getting threw primary care and now my psychiatrist came up with this new stuff and Im all down and cant think as good... I'm so over whelmed with paperwork and trying to keep myself together and now Im eating like a pig...
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    Other Not Even Sure If This Topic Goes Here But I Didnt See One For Murder

    Im kind of having an attack right now. Its been happening a lot over the last 14 year but its very flamed up at this point due to my legal troubles. I watched the father of my 2 youngest daughters get shot by Tucson Police back in 2001 at the in and up motel. He was shot 49 times despite the...
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    Went To Aa Meeting Last Night, First One, Does It Really Help Any?

    They say to do 90 meetings in 90 days .. I know that is sometimes impossible but it does really help.. Keep trying !! <3
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    Sexual Assault The Beef & Cheese Stick Choke N Rape Escape.....

    Nope ,, all I had was the beef n cheese....
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    Sexual Assault The Beef & Cheese Stick Choke N Rape Escape.....

    It was a warm night in Tucson year 2000 and I had everything a drug addict needed at the time, smokes, drugs, money, and a friend waiting for me to get over and party all night. I was walking and went into the Quick Mart at 29th st and Craycroft to buy myself a Beef & Cheese stick. A Mexican...
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    Sexual Assault Not Telling Because Of Fear You'd Be Called A Slut

    I feel pretty good today so I thought I would add to the forum a share from my experience with Rape. Every experience of such a thing is trauma so if my story helps anybody else with what they might have felt then its worth the share. I was 15 years old and just 2 weeks away from my sweet...
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    Poll How Many Of Your Have Made Your Family/friends Aware Of Your Issues/treatment?

    I probably tell way to much.. People don't really want to hear it and they are like seriously its from so long ago why cant you just let it go.. they do not get our illness... I can now tell my mom everything but I choose not to because she was so abused her self I would rather spare her whats...
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    Childhood What I Saw, Heard, And Felt As A Child... It's Still With Me At Age 44

    How to describe... Laying on the bathroom floor listening at the vent to Mommy crying and Daddy yelling. Why did I have to do that? As the story goes if I didn't listen I would miss my chance to either hide, run, or go with mommy. If Mommy left, Dad would come down and take it out on my brother...
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    Sufferer Complex Post-traumatic Stress Disorder (c-ptsd) Known As Developmental Trauma Disorder

    HI, My name is Judy King and I am a sufferer of Complex post-traumatic stress disorder (C-PTSD) also known as developmental trauma disorder.... I have had many traumas threw out my life and have caused me to now need medical care just to try and function normally. I was not diagnosed until I...
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