Recent content by jusrockinout

Yarg....today I really felt like it was nothing...I felt calmer, but it seems pointless. However, I think of my mother and girlfriend. I also know that EVERYTHING can change in a moment....

How can we help? Would you like to hear our stories? Would you like to hear what is working or has worked for us? I totally agree with the fear of others not getting it or furthering the damage; however, I have found that there are supportive people out there who get it and have the resources...

Welcome, I am still new too. Yes, we all need to help each other...which can be incredibly scary, but also rewarding.

How much of the healing cycle involves going through the down points?

I feel like I have lost my faith. It feels that nothing matters in that regards...it seems God is absent. Honoring God through serving all of mankind and striving to make the world a better place use to keep me strong.

That's the point were I am at. I have done some work, but have not taken it as seriously as needed...(wasn't aware???) I guess that is a good thing about e-motion, it should cause one to act--healthily. The old adage, "What doesn't kill us makes us stronger," seems to ring a bell I suppose.

I have also worked with a IFS trained therapist. It is a very appealing approach and I have seen improvements myself. It is in a huge part seeking out the underlying cause of the feelings, beliefs, thoughts, habits, addictions, etc. and personifying them--them accepting those "parts" with love...

I donlt know...and that is the sad part...I ask myself and do not get a response... In the past I would have said that my faith in God keeps me going, but I do not know or feel anymore... But on a humorous note, I do not want to die a virgin...but not until I get married...but not until I am...

Innordinate, I feel similar to how you have described. I am not you, nor have I been through your trauma, but I understand something of it. I too feel like I have had enough. I have lived for 21 years and have had to struggle, manipulate, and experience aweful things that people should never...