Recent content by Just tryin to heal

welcome to the forum. I also suffer from childhood trauma so i definitely get it. It's a long hard road and it's not going to be easy. But it will leave you stronger it may not feel that way all the time. But it will get better. Keep coming back, keep posting, keep working. We will all be here...

I have the same thing going only with a different time period (like 6-8pm) With me, the anger thing comes out. The littlest things set me off, easily triggered. Through work with my T, I've come to realize that this goes back to my trauma from childhood which some of my many traumas took place...

FLIPPED** which i feel horrible about she is back to normal now i will not let that happen again

I am in therapy once a week. I have pushed her away and now in my stupid ass way of shutting down and being a horrible version of me. I f*cked up even worse I just got a dog on Fri and was to start training soon for her to be a PTSD service dog but I flip out on her verbally for misbehaving...

I F*UCKING HATE ME GRRRRRRRRRR

Well f**k it has finally happened after months of fear it all comes true. My other half to be has said the words I never wanted to hear her say "I HATE YOU" so yet another one for the statistics. Broken home, broken relationship,and broken heart. She promised she would never say that but I knew...

When you can start to connect the dots to recognize what causes which trigger. And use some of your tools to deal with said trigger.

I guess the question is how do you deal with it /stop it /live with it >/>/>/?

Ok so when my (stress cup) is full to the top and the anxiety is kicked in high speed. my kids(parker 6 and abbie 4) tend to burn my fuse alot quicker till the point i blow up in-turn i feel 500% better that the stress is diminished but then i feel 1000% worse (whole new stress) cause i blow up...

ok went to see the med doc and got some new meds to try paxil CR-for anxiety, lorazepam-for acute anxiety, and prazosin for sleep anyone have any experience with any or all of these

just wanted to put a big thankyou out there. All the information that has been put up in reply has been very helpful.

@theshadowoftheliving Welcome to the forums.

State is PA I hope it passes

@Ben Bhoy, welcome to the forum

@ Vinny Welcome to the Forum