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I was told i couldn't get ssi because my husband income is too high ? That is such bs.. we are struggling to pay bills. We are not rich !!! I took a leave of absence as a waitress but they couldn't wait anymore. So went to apply for another job was asked why the loa i just blurted out i have...

Oh yes the temptation that's huge.It is hard but lowering dose to only two a day is getting better , also i found another Doctor with experience on the issue's of ptsd. I can't have GF because im on liptor.:( goggle Roland Bal..i purchased his ebooks omg they are mind blowing im totally looking...

Thanks ! I felt like failure because i couldn't do what she wanted. I now feel okay with two a day but that took some time . I'm just hoping one a day will work out. Your post gives me hope.

God long story with my shrink. She frist wanted me to do it in a month , that didn't work out so well.I told her i need more time (also lots of darma going on with my daughter ) my triggers can make my ptsd real bad. She is wishy washy too one minute she is willing to keep working with me and...

Its been hard...i have been without them and its pure hell. I only take 0.05 so i cannot understand why this hard.I also feel my ptsd and high anxiety come back worse ! Suggestions anyone ? oops i meant wean not eean

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Thank you ravengirl. Yes when will it end....we worked hard , i go to every appt , there was days i felt my guts being ripped out. I would drag myself home and lay down. Just when i thought i saw the light it went out ugh.So i just keep trying.

Thanks i think this forum will help very much.

This happens to me alot...so for me it's normal.

Thanks. Yup i agree i was left with nothing else to do and free to face this finally .

Thank you ! I'm trying.

My story is a long one lol. I suffer from early childhood sexual abuse by two different men , one being my father . My mother passed away when i was 2. My childhood was full of physical abuse as well. I believe i have been suffering my whole life with ptsd back in my day none of this was talked...