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I’m getting closer and closer to being ready to undergo EMDR. I think what frustrates me is that I don’t know where the trauma originates from since I’ve lived with symptoms of childhood PTSD my whole life. I wouldn’t know how to target any big T traumas when I don’t have a definitive memory to...
I was too young to remember so I really have no idea.
My mother did have me babysat by this one family while she went out to work. So I don’t know if it had anything to do with that.
I have educated myself on it. I also happen to have BPD so you demonizing people with personality disorders has actually managed to make me feel worse.
I’ve been feeling very angry and irritable these past few weeks. I think I’m becoming depressed right now and am starting to doubt myself and my intuition. Mainly because I can’t pinpoint what transpired my trauma since I was so young when symptoms started to manifest. I had to be around 4 or 5...
Yeah last time I did a meditation where I only focused on my breathing, I ended up having panic attacks and somatic flashbacks. I’ve also read that that stuff can happen with Buddhist monks and it makes me wonder if those monks have their issues they need to address.
I was recently diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder after being misdiagnosed with Bipolar 2.
I am now seeing a new psychiatrist and he’s been prescribing my medications monthly.
The fact that my mother accused me of having false memories and of being brainwashed by a therapist is an example. This was back when I was about 25 or 26. I was putting up a boundary because I was tired of being made fun of for my weight and I told her that I see right through her I see right...
I think my threat comes from the fear of abandonment, so I tend to avoid relationships altogether. Also, I feel like I can’t trust my family members based on the shady behavior from my parents.
I was also diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder recently, and I’ve read that abandonment...