Recent content by Mandy M.

I thought I would provide an update. It's been a few months since I wrote my first post. I've moved on since and am happy. I have a new boyfriend who makes me a priority in his life and treats me well. But, then last week my ex-vet contacted me. After not speaking to him for several months, I...

I'm angry that you made me fall in love with you. I'm angry at you for walking away. I'm angry at you for hurting me. I'm angry that you ruined this relationship. I'm angry that you don't trust me. I'm angry that I almost threw away my life for you. I'm angry that you don't seem to miss me while...

How do you let go? Even though I know we aren't compatible, I'm still flooded with memories of him. I'm sure he doesn't think of me at all. ETA: I'm in so much pain.

I felt intimated to post this on here because I took this as a failure even though I realize now that it was no fault of mine.

I see no future with him. As difficult as this may be, it's for the best that I move on and put this behind me. Like you all said, my health is my first priority. Thank you everyone for all your insightful comments. It has helped me see things with more clarity.

This is my first post, so please be kind. :) A little background on my story. I have borderline personality disorder. I've undergone extensive therapy over the past two years and have just recently stopped because I've learned all the coping skills and am managing my life better. I recently...