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Ottoman Tyrant Oppressed Betrayers Leaving Kingdom XERXES! lol kidding... it is SUPER HARD... make it with LYANNA

Love Unique Playing In Dim Light (if you know what I mean :D) SWNFSS

Ever Listened To My Opinion Pal? LAMMAR

Can't Sleep Thinking Of Little Kittens POLIKA

I still see her. almost every night. sometimes as a flashing appearance when I am awake. but I have no more fear or sweating, no more of those damn midnight shakes and "squeezing stomach" kinda feelings... I see it like an image and I get over it. I know it's not physically real.. I just smile...

guys, after more than a year. I just wanted to say that I got better but never as good as I was before the incident or even as "between incident's first shock and first flashback" times.

are you posting this on behalf of yourself shimmerz? or is it from some other source? I am sorry I am about to leave and thinking for 5 minutes really doesn't ring anything. wish you get well soon. remember, each person is special.

I reserved a visit with one of the best psychiatrics known here. first the secretary told me if I can come in 5 weeks and I mentioned it is emergency, doctor picked phone up and talked to me in personal, I told him about my PTSD and that a terrible scene caused it and I am dying of guilt and the...

Thank you all, I feel a lot better for sharing the story, it was agony to carry it untold. I have access to psychologists and therapists but I am not sure in taking one because I don't think I will be able to share the story when I am not anonymous. I tried once and the psychologists was keeping...

6 years ago the entire country was engulfed in riot and chaos (I feel no need to say where I come from - however guessable by the info I give and IP) I was coming back from judo class walking down the street parallel to the one protesters were gathering. I could hear shouts, angry callings...