Recent content by Mashed Potatoes

I go more gaps without it happening. I try to recognize the small things, I literally will run into a room, turn on the music, run in place... whatever I have to do to get the negativity out of me. it seems to be helping so far. I'll still have days i'm sure, but I recognize it for what it is <3...

I have two most days its Look Away by Chicago.. not the romantic part of it but mostly 'dont look at me, I don't want you to see me this way'. it sticks with me. I moved away from family because they don't understand and think i should 'be over it' so that song. The other is inner demons by...

we all react different but are so much the same <3 welcome to the site!

I share a lot of what you feel. I have PTSD, anxiety, depression and others that don't matter to this conversation :) I used to OD and end up in the ER drinking that nasty charcoal or getting my stomach pumped if I wasn't awake when I got there. It's a horrible cycle to be in. I am like you, I...

do you still do that? I used to hurt myself in rage I really try not to hurt anyone now and verbalize the whole time that i feel like doing it, then end up kicking a chair. I used to have a punching bag in my garage that worked well but since i moved, I have no space for anything and no garage...

Hi @KatieO I also suffer from PTSD. I feel less alone here with other people that understand. and hey its open 24/7 :) I hope you find lots of resources and help here. Welcome :)

I hope I am answering this right this time @TreeHugger By God. It was after my Dad passed a few years ago I had a spiritual awakening of sorts. I had kind of went agnostic and nearly atheist for a while, being mad at God for a long time because of things that happened in my life. I was...

I appreciate you breaking it up into sections it makes it easier for me to understand and be able to respond except I didn't copy it right because as I write this I can't see what you wrote. I have to try another way. stand by.

hugs back :) it's good to know people understand the exact way I feel :)

Sorry Y'all, I think this is going to be a general rant. As I was typing the title I could even feel myself going deeper down the rabbit hole so who knows where this will end up. I've been going to my church for two years now. It was put on my heart to be baptized. Our church submerses in a...

I hate it too, I am so sorry this is affecting you. I was reading it is in place for 120 days but I hope something can be done way before then. It isn't right and I'm praying that this can be resolved. I'm glad you have a place to vent but I pray your relationship can withstand <3

right!!! my husband has never had a license so I do all the driving but I'm never ever out alone. Lord knows I would drive by my house, order food and leave without getting it, pump gas into the car instead of the tank! LORD only Knows :)

idk but just be careful who you give your # too, don't want to end up having to change your # if someone isn't respectful with your info...or texts you in the middle of the night or something.