Recent content by maya

Thanks for your support everyone. Yes I have a ptsd diagnosis, also depression and panic disorder. I guess I posted just to get it out in the air and feel some relief just by saying it and getting support. I talk about this stuff w my therapist but I don't want to stress out my friends and...

I know it would hurt my friends and family. I know that probably part of me doesn't want to and it's just the part of me that does want to that's loudest right now. I guess I know recovery is possible but it really doesn't feel that way for me. The last few months have been so tough and I just...

Thank you :wideeyed:

Im 25 and i've struggled with alcoholism since I was 14, although there have been long periods when it was under control so I avoided using that label. It was about 5 months ago I made the decision to live sober, but I've had a lot of relapses, and they all involved hiding liquor / drinking in...