Recent content by mbrady

Ghaaaa. Why won’t she sign? Because she is stupid and lazy that’s why. So hoping this is almost over. I need it to be final to close the last chapter of that book and get started on the next.

Working to establish and enforce more boundaries with the ex.

It’s nice not having to rush home for someone who needs you rather than wants you. I’m not late to appointments, I can decorate how I like, I can go where I please, see who I want, but what I want, pay my bills on time instead of holding them to pay for Mary Kay products. This is freedom. I can...

Got moved into my new apartment!!! It is so refreshing and peaceful. Meeting with a psychiatrist today to work on medication and other stuff.

Well the house is sold. I move into my new place Monday. After all the fees and BS and the lein on the house we split $17,000. ?

Just to clarify I mean I went off as in I took back my power and am not standing for her shot anymore. There was nothing abusive or anything. Just one man standing up for himself and calling a woman on her repeated attempts to manipulate me and try to control the outcome of this divorce and...

Holy shit! I just went off on that bitch. Found my balls!!!

The stbx was forced into helping me pack for the upcoming move tonight. I can’t do a lot for myself right now physically on account of my broken leg. And if she expects to get any money at closing the house has to be ready. After much bitching and complaining and blaming. She also found out...

I used distraction. My go to lately. And I was able to talk myself through who and what I am today. I need to get a psychiatrist lined up. For meds and evaluations of mental/emotional fitness. I met a guy who is a trauma therapist while I was on lock down. He said I could see him after I got...

I had some f*cked up dreams last night about my abuser. Not sure if it was flashback or what but he grabbed me and pushed me up against the kitchen cabinets with his evil beady little eyes glaring at me. When he began to yell at me all I heard was my name and then it got so loud I couldn’t hear...

Ugh migraine tonight. Grrrr

Yesterday was a good day. I met with my old boss from before I went to the hospital and he’s open to hiring back.

Night time is the worst. My mind is all ready to go home from work and see my family, tell them I love them. I’m okay. I’m stable. I’m not in danger. I’m worthy and things will be better soon.

Today is another good day. I got out of the house early this am and got some groceries. I’m okay with myself today. I’m starting to care about life again. I looked at an apartment complex. It’s gonna be pricey to get moved there but it has to happen. I can’t stay here (marital home) much longer...

Called the hotline last night. Was in a very bad place. Today was a better day. I got out of the house for 3 hours to get my hair cut and sub sandwich and some edibles. Wore me out just that little bit. Monkeying with the scooter from my broken leg in and out of Lyft rides. People-ing. Which I’m...