Recent content by Missliberation

All on the same side, my mum's side.

Because I wasn't aware what I'd encountered was abuse at that stage as it was pretty much all I'd known -_-

I don't know if my parents babysit them currently. I know they did in the past.

I'm having a serious dilemma. I'm trying to keep calm about it but quite frankly I'm terrified. My parents were emotionally, psychologically and physically abusive to me through my childhood which is partly what caused my CPTSD. My parents are in touch with my Aunt and Uncle who e three young...

Nothing's wrong with you. You just need time to process things. I understand because I have that too

Maybe i should only make friends with busy people then XD

I find that with after arguements and/or stressful days too. I jusdjusdt need to be left alone but I find people keep chasing me XD then I do end up getting defensive and snappy

Exactly! I'm glad to hear you say about being influenced. I find I tend to absorb other peoples negative energy and thoughts easily and I find I need to be alone to hear my own thoughts. It's like returning to myself but trying to explain that to people wthat just don't get it is a exhausting. I...

I find I have a tendency to isolate myself from others. But sometimes I really do need some space. A lot of the time I just enjoy being on my own to tend to my needs after years of being in abusive relationships that drained me, where I had no boundaries. But I find it hard to explain to those...