Recent content by MM3Mac

I’m always hyper vigilant concerning the dark of night. Probably from childhood in which i had horrible nightmares and living on the streets. Best wishes to you

I have nightmares do to ptsd but also due to schizophrenia. It’s a double whammy for me so I’m basically screwed by an existence of this reality. The schizophrenia dreams will probably never go away because of their nature. I’m working on the ptsd part and have been for years but as I’ve already...

I’m grateful that I still have the ability to do some things for myself. I don’t have employment anymore but I do cook, clean myself, and have conversations with family.

I’m nearing the point where I’ve had schizophrenia symptoms for almost 40 years now. It’s been difficult all along the way. It’s been 15 years since I was sleeping on the cold concrete as a homeless person in a few different cities, and I feel like I’m in a better place but I’m still fatigued...

They say heaven’s at the end but so far it’s been hell.

Thank you 😊

I’m up after two hours of crummy dreams.

It seems like this thread has been dormant for awhile- sorry if I’m wrong in reinvigorating it. I just wanted to say that I’m of the mindframe that the law of gravity created the universe (like Stephen Hawking said) and that god is sorta like what Freud had to say about this subject, that it’s...

I’m thinking that heaven is actually hell and my constant thirst(i have psychogenic polydipsia due to antipsychotics) is crummy.

I laid down for an hour and went into a dream state that blew major bollocks! Now I’m back to being up and listening to music. I’ll just pace back and forth on the hardwood floors until later.

I took an hour nap so I might be up for a bit. I never look forward to sleeping. The dreams suck.

I’m having turkey tacos tonight.

I definitely have moments of imposter syndrome creeping in.