Recent content by Moon-as-blue

Hey, maybe i can help others with this, maybe i can find some support. Right now i just feel I have to talk about what feels like an eating disorder to me. I was diagnosed with celiac desease last year in September. It took for ever till it was finally found! I suffered so bad from my digestive...

I am Not taking meds if that is your question. I gar amitryptylin and posac for about 3 maybe 4 years but i am off since two now. They helped a tiny bit .. nur i couldnt handle the side effects. I was just two tired and still didn't sleep well. It was the right choice to take them back then. I...

What a terrible situation. I am so sorry for you. You did so much for him, helping him get help and leaving him space. Respecting his will. I think it is ok to text him that you love him. If you can handle him not answering you and go back to waiting. But this might even be harder on you then...

Rents are really high.. And we are already paying electricity and rent here. I couldnt pay double. Even checked for "workers appartments" they Tage so much a day! That would pay half a weeks grouceryshopping.. Wenig i say "no big deal! I can sleep on the couch" i really can't Go without a...

We do have a shelter. I even have the number in my phone. And i could also call the guy from family counseling or send hin an email at least... Thanks for pressuring really. Hard to think clearly.. 11pm here, gonna go to bed now and hopefully remember to email. Had a quiet day. Spent it in the...

YOU are right. And If i had the money i'd be gone. In fact i would never have agreed to come back here in the first place!. We tried to buy a place where we used to live, but didn't her the money. We were all happy there. Had supportive friends, a good school.. But no garden. (And the garden...

Thank you. I wish i could go... that would mean taking the kids out of school. They have to have some kind of normal life :( My husband tries so hard. Even more then i want. It's (subtle) psychoterror right now. I told him i want to be out of the house as much as possible so that's what we are...

It hurts to read your introduction. I can relate to your pain and feelings. I just signed up myself and hope we can find support to deal with this childhood trauma. I was "the bad kid" as well. Sat in the house all summer long ironing their wash and cleaning up the kitchen and bathroom after...

Welcome, I just signed up myself after browsing through and seeing i wasn't alone with my trauma. Knowing is just not enough. Hearing how terrible others lives are or beeing told "I am sorry for you" just doesn't help. I never know if they are honest or if i should tell the People around me at...

Hey, I feel like i need a place to talk. I grew up bilingual - english with my mother, german with my father - i just can't Go to a german forum, I don't think i could let go or feel safe. But my english might be blocked and i might Not find the right words. My mother is a manipulative and...