Recent content by mt1984

Are You always Going to be There like you promised Me?

Gone, will you ever come back to me. If so when?

Brother, I miss you, I need you here with me, please return

awake? or am I still alive. the real question is if?

I also thought about putting something about forgiving her, obviously with all the confusion and everything it was a pretty tough breakup. As they all can be. There were many things said out of anger and spite.

My gut has no damn idea lol. I know that with an actual written letter it gives one something to hold onto, and shows care and that you know it was painstakingly crafted. I actually wrote it by hand before typing it out for all you lovely people to read. I also know that email, text, whatever...

Yea, I feel the written word loses some meaning through word processing. I may be wrong, a friend of mine said that if it is written eloquently enough and whatever, that it can have the same impact. I just don't know that i have the balls to actually mail it.

I've thought about just sending it via messenger or email, or text even, but that seems way to impersonal. I also worry that it came off a bit like giving excuses for things, or did it seem genuine? I have a hard time differentiating sometimes. I think I used my words as best I could, but I want...

It's just nerve wrecking, I'm just still a mess over the whole situation. I just still feel terrible about it. I guess it's a good way to let her know that.

I'm very nervous about sending it, it's just a scary thought to me.

Not offended at all by the way, I am weak but I am strong. Therapist says it should be "fun" to work with me, because I am intelligent and so aware of my issues. Not sure if thats good or bad.

I can completely agree, and I do love her deeply, and no matter what she is doing or with whom right now, I would like to think the same about her. You don't invest that much time and effort into a relationship, and just stop feeling. I can agree, I was maybe analyzing too much, or not including...

Thank you for the input, I really appreciate it

In the ending paragraph?

Thank you Mal, all I can do is hope for the best and prepare for the worst. It's been months since we broke up, but only a little over a month since I moved out. I know she cares still, or she would have just cut me off completely. It's been a little over 2 weeks without any kind of interaction...