Recent content by MyRock

I sleep with three blades, a switch knife under my pillow, a large machete between the mattresses, and I have a hair pin I use to keep my hair up that is actually a stiletto blade. I'm currently saving for a .38 and a shotgun... I may have been caught unarmed before... But I will never again be...

I'm working on getting seedlings from Colorado for Blue Baloo, and Harlequinn

I'm lucky I suppose. I use God's Gift as my balanced strain. On average it's about 17 THC/25 CBD. Since CBD is nonpsychoactive you don't have to worry about any additional side effects from the sav blend. I don't use it preventative style though. I wait until I'm shaking, been up for three...

I use two strains for my PTSD and anxiety. One is a pure CBD strain called Harlequinn. Then I have a high CBD/High THC strain that has honestly prevented me from either losing it totally and winding up in a looney bin, or throwing myself into traffic, is God's Gift. I'm a super lightweight...

Unfortunately, I live in california... So I wasn't able to get my ccw permit because I wasn't the victim of a "significant trauma"... Well, now it's too late, and the love of my life is dead. Now I have my ccw... I really despise stupid people.

My therapist just gave me binaural beats and told me to meditate. It's now been almost four weeks since the shooting... And my lovers family blocked me from his funeral and memorial. They blame me... I've gone to Texas to stay with friends. My husband is trying to renovate our house, but doesn't...

I chose the name MyRock because I've lost my rock, my shoulder to lean on, my ever listening ear... The love of my life. Four years ago I started having an affair with someone I'd known since middle school. My marriage was on the rocks, I'd just been diagnosed with PTSD after having a mental...