Recent content by Nab4

Thank you @KwanYingirl being on here and getting the love and support by people who truly understand is building my confidence that has been battered down. I'm so sorry for your past and the triggers that comes with but I am pleased you always have someone to connect with. I'm hoping my airline...

@KwanYingirl thank you for your response. You make perfect sense in all you say. My therapist is an amazing woman who truly understands me. Work are ending the sessions another battle for me I'm sure. My family I've now had to block they are so toxic and stress me out too much ...the fact they...

So here I am a few days later. I've had counselling and been to my Dr they both have told me there is no doubt to my diagnosis and agree with most of you that my parents wouldn't change their negative thoughts just with a piece of paper confirming it. My counsellor was horrified in them has said...

Plus they have already asked if my counsellor is a qualified one who knows what she's talking about. If they question her and my own dr I suppose they would question a psychiatrist. I have had so many battles with my work to get through they witnessed that and were disgusted in how work treated...

Firstly thank you all for responding I'm so grateful for every response and that I found this group. I have to agree with everyone here and what you all say in the reality of it all is very true. I think I'm just clutching at straws whilst dealing with so much. My dr has me on a Plan of care I...

I've been told my my Dr and my counsellor I have severe case of PTSD after dealing and being hurt by a scitzophrenic passenger at 37'00ft 7 mths ago. I have daily panic attacks and my anxiety is constantly through the roof. I'm hyper aware, I constantly look for danger and someone attacking me...

I agree it's a case of they didn't deal with it ...perhaps that's why they drink every evening for as long as I can remember. The contact is now severed I think I've lost them x

What you are all saying to me makes perfect sense. When it's strangers I've learnt to live with their responses. Doubt from your parents who you presume would always protect you and never doubt you or knowingly make you worse in a situation like I've been through is for me the most horrendous...

Great advice @Junebug I think that's clearly the only answer. It's just made me question myself. I can't help but feel so lonely.....I'm grateful I can now turn here xxxx

I'm told both parents have been through much worse trauma and purely got on with their life's. I know they have both had horrendous thing happen in their lives. Apparently Im choosing to think how I do,react how I am and choose to have this all happening. Can I get through all of this by holding...

I've just had a phone call from my dad he said he's trying to understand. Apparently I'm looking into things too much everyone else goes through much worse things.... he watched his cousin squashed under an Icecream van when he was just 14. He said He didn't get this PTSD but would have if he...

I feel like my PTSD has finally won and there's no getting me back from this. I'm a shadow of my former self

I'm feeling the support already. The loneliness is unbearable right now. I'm really struggling ! @Nighthawk @KwanYingirl @intothelight I'm so sorry to hear you have all struggled too yet you still have enough in you to support me a complete stranger. I'm in counselling, she's appalled by my...

Thank you I need people that understand my lonely world x

I am an embarrassment to them I was the daughter who had perfect children, always worked hard, looked immaculate, happy marriage. Now I'm the black sheep...now I've changed and I've been so ill im not what they want me to be I feel like I've been kicked to the kerb I'm not worthy of my family...