Recent content by NayaZ

As much as this has happened I still find myself in the NO IDEA WHAT TO DO category when I'm triggered. I'm surprised I can even type this right now. I've already leaned on too many friends who have no idea how to relate to me. I don't want to exhaust friendships or relationships, but I'm...

I hear a lot of people, including myself saying things about feeling excluded from EVERYONE and not being NORMAL. It's a terrible feeling not to fit in on this planet...it plagues me most of the time. I could give you all the talk about you not being alone and "normal" being pretty much a myth...

Yes, there IS such a thing as financial abuse...and it sounds like the movie did to you what "Taken" did to me...and I'm SO glad there are two sequels. Seriously, if I ever meet Liam Neeson I'm going to f that poor guy up. I may not be the best in the advice category...but I found stabbing the...

I even feel responsible for the bad rep PTSD gets! Yes its all down to me right? But I have a couple celebrity friends who host a charity and want me to talk about things from my past because they're things that people don't associate with white American girls. They tell me constantly that my...

Your replies are all very helpful. I know I should have a lot more professional help than I do ... I've seen 3 therapists but none really gained my trust. The first one just yelled at me a lot and called me by her daughters name. The second one was obsessed with suicide and kept insisting I had...

Oh no...leave it to me to be the one with the irrational fear of blueberries. Next to sofabeds and Paul McCartney they're the most terrifying thing out there! (No April fools . . . I'm THAT weird.

I never gave much thought to other people and MY problems. I just don't tell people I even have PTSD...I've gotten very creative with excuses and quick exits. But I guess I just hit my cap on lying lately and I opened up to some close friends...one who actually does suffer from PTSD himself - It...