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Recent content by nycowboy

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    Just Need To Vent: Too Much At Christmas

    thanks, all, for your kind thoughts.
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    Just Need To Vent: Too Much At Christmas

    I'm not doing too much at Christmas time. But boy, I'm exhausted. My younger son has had a terrible cough thing, (he is ok - but home from school to rest), and kid sickness always takes a toll on me. Even moreso is the FEAR of my kids getting sick. They are 10 and 13, so it's not like they...
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    Neighbors' Bonfire Is A Trigger

    And this morning it was... uh oh. They are still home at 7:30. They have been going to work all week. Maybe they are off. Maybe they'll be gone this weekend :) maybe they will rake all their leaves when I am away.... it's like I want to have control over the situation. And I can't have...
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    Neighbors' Bonfire Is A Trigger

    I am sorry that they were burning at 4am. wtf! indeed. You should check your local code book and see if there are any regulations, then print and snail-mail the pertinent pages to them anonymously. It scares me sometimes how much of my life I WASTE thinking of them and what they are up...
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    Neighbors' Bonfire Is A Trigger

    Last night, Helga (not her real name) was out mowing again. Instead of getting all worked up, I took my son on a car trip to Walmart. It was raining when we returned, so no more lawn mower. The leaves are starting to fall here (finally). I told myself that the weekend is coming and it will...
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    Neighbors' Bonfire Is A Trigger

    Last night one of the neighbors was out mowing, briefly. She just mowed the front yard so it didn't last long. But it triggered me. I got really "short" with my family. I hate hate hate when stuff like this happens. At least I'm aware that this is happening.
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    Neighbors' Bonfire Is A Trigger

    I am pondering this statement. I'm trying to get a handle on what you are saying here. Can you elaborate more about your thoughts? I'm not disagreeing, but I definitely do NOT feel safe around them and the thought of coming into contact with them scares the crap out of me.
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    Neighbors' Bonfire Is A Trigger

    Yes, definitely. I have had no direct communication with them since the property line dispute of 3 years ago. I have seen them a few times. I don't like them, but like you say with your neighbors, they mind their own business and (I think) have finally learned to keep their dog in their own...
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    Neighbors' Bonfire Is A Trigger

    There was no bonfire Saturday night. With my son's "new" health issues, I am starting to tell myself when "neighbor"/ "invader" thoughts happen: "It's OK. I can handle this."
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    Neighbors' Bonfire Is A Trigger

    Eve: the neighbors are right next door and hard to ignore unless I am able to go somewhere else or work on crafts or talk to other people. Casey: yes, you are right in some ways. There are several other things going on. First, I worry every week, starting on about Tuesday, if the weather...
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    Neighbors' Bonfire Is A Trigger

    Hi. It is Thursday, and I saw the weather forecast for Saturday. It is wet now, but it looks to be mild on Saturday. My neighbors have a fire pit. I don't like these neighbors and they scare me. Look at my other posts for more information about them if you need it. Every once in awhile...
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    Fear Of Rain

    I agree, Missy. Well, well. I got a note from my son's 1:1 aide. She wrote: "*** had an AWESOME time. By far he was the BEST student in the group." So much for worrying myself silly all day. Grrr....
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    Fear Of Rain

    Thanks, missy for the reassurance.
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    Fear Of Rain

    lol... I'm a music teacher :)
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    Fear Of Rain

    And we've been in a horrid drought all summer, so the earth really does need the rain.
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