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A bite from a small banana I've been eating throughout the day and a multivitamin. Sadly it's 20-30 more calories than 50 so it can't be considered a fast.

That is a problem, maybe consider therapy? If it happens again, it'll cause the victim lasting mental and/or physical harm.

The real question is do you still want to do similar things now or in the future?

Ice berg lettuce, Coleslaw, shredded processed cheese especially cheddar ... and maybe olive oil if I'm throwing it up but then again non of these are my safe foods besides lettuce. This is actually one of the best meals ever in terms of taste but i never eat it anymore. Can't believe yesterday...

Not starving anymore.

Not sure how many days it'll be this time but the only thing i can think about is next I'll have a bite of solid food or even safe drinks like coconut water or zero sugar cola will also be good enough for me to be able to be a bit kinder.

- Almost half a cup of Opportos popcorn chicken - Hydralyte watermelon burst electrolyte tablet - only had one - 2 Lemon & ginger tea bags - Almost 1L water to suppress appetite Yesterday i digested ~750g strawberries cause i didn't know when I'd have my safe foods next again and i was right...

The few leftover pieces of room temperature (better than frozen) popcorn chicken i got to eat before any cats or cockroaches got to them. Haven't had fast food in over a month, this was amazing.

I haven't been driven to do something regrettable within the past months of struggle... yet.

Wife.

An orange 🍊 It used to make me miserable but this one tastes amazing and it's only 62 cals & 3g fibre so it's gonna be one of my favourite foods from now on whether I like it or not lol. Just realised it's orange juice that's sad and bitter not the actual fruit...

Devastated.

It's common for people who have been through suffering to get "used to it" because minimising the pain helps you to keep pushing through it and it end up questioning if it really was that bad. It does sound like you've been through a lot and worth speaking to a your doctor. Another thing is...

Wait I never heard of this... Can anyone explain why even numbers are considered 'evil'?