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I also have OCD behaviours but luckily I notice that mostly with my eating disorder so I can use food as a form of control and let life not bother me as much without letting mental compulsions bother me, although some things I always end up taking to heart and Idk why, even I know they're not...
Actually had some decent food yestoday omg I should be grateful but know it never lasts anyway. I never have sliced cheese and can't believe I gotten to eat some after definitely over 1.5 years!!! (not incl. pre-made food). Sadly it was the Smokey one not even normal cheese but there wasn't...
Incredibly mad that I didn't come across my safe foods which was Heinz chicken breast in water and salt after it was thrown on the ground so I could've picked it up and washed it.
The other canned chicken that's left is full of FAT and friggin' unnecessary carbs, sauces and seasoning which I'm...
The next time I can afford my safe foods. (I can get food from a few places but those are unsafe to me so nothing to worry about, I probably deserve this)
I mean I shouldn't be happy about this but I sure am glad I saved my last can of canned corn, I was lucky enough to eat it almost every day two weeks ago but only had two cans since.
I can't get it off my mind cause I'm hungry (but not famished like I usually am) but I know it's better to hold...
5 red grapes 🍇
~ 100g 4 types of canned beans, it's been opened for 1.5 days and still tastes fine.
Had the same yesterday but with ~30 small grapes.
My last 'meal' hopefully is at 2am 4th July before I plan a fast cause I don't know when I'll finally be able to get my safe foods.