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    I am in hate with myself

    I spent the day calling some therapists and Emailed some others. One said that she'll call me back. I will do by doing. Truly, I apologize for any stress that I have caused anyone. That wasn't okay, especially considering the subject matter this forum covers. I've needed to face some truths...
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    I am in hate with myself

    I sat down with my mum and we had a long talk. We came to the agreement that this is not okay. We expressed our feelings and I had the chance to articulate everything. I did not understand how deeply my anger has affected her. I've made promises before and, like the wonderful mother she is, she...
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    I am in hate with myself

    This once sentence gave hope. True hope. This ends today. I will change. My mom and I deserve better. I know that I love her. It's time to show it.
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    I am in hate with myself

    Yes. I've been in and out of therapy since I was ten. I told mum about a neighbour that was hurting me , and another kid I was friends with, for two years before I told her. I did see several councillors as I was diagnosed with AD/HD, ADD, opposition disorder and a learning disorder because I...
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    I am in hate with myself

    Here's what I read, "Shut up. Nobody wants to hear your pity party and you're lying." That's not AT ALL what was said. I was presented with an answer that I didn't like and reacted. I apologize and this was not the way that I wanted to introduce myself here. Thanks for your support.
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    I am in hate with myself

    Yes it does! It does matter to me! I don't know why! It matters to me! Maybe I do know, after all. Maybe you're right. I'll stop bothering and go get help.
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    I am in hate with myself

    I have nothing to prove to you. My life is my life. Cease contact immediately. Everyone else is free to dog pile me, I guess.
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    I am in hate with myself

    Wow, thanks for that. I put it all out there and you shit on it. You're right. I need to stop giving a f*ck. Nice forum. f*ck this. I do what people say, write it down and put it out there, and y'all come along and tell me to f*ck off. So, fine. I'm a lyer. All I tell is lies and nothing I say...
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    I am in hate with myself

    I’m fine, I’m safe, I’m sane. Please don’t call any emergency services. I wanted to vent and I got that. Mods can ban me at their leisure. I wouldn’t want to read this. I am twenty six. I am an abuser. I yell, scream, hit entities and cause damage. I have hit my mom. I have hit my dogs, I have...
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