Recent content by PerturbedLemon

I spent the day calling some therapists and Emailed some others. One said that she'll call me back. I will do by doing. Truly, I apologize for any stress that I have caused anyone. That wasn't okay, especially considering the subject matter this forum covers. I've needed to face some truths...

I sat down with my mum and we had a long talk. We came to the agreement that this is not okay. We expressed our feelings and I had the chance to articulate everything. I did not understand how deeply my anger has affected her. I've made promises before and, like the wonderful mother she is, she...

This once sentence gave hope. True hope. This ends today. I will change. My mom and I deserve better. I know that I love her. It's time to show it.

Yes. I've been in and out of therapy since I was ten. I told mum about a neighbour that was hurting me , and another kid I was friends with, for two years before I told her. I did see several councillors as I was diagnosed with AD/HD, ADD, opposition disorder and a learning disorder because I...

Here's what I read, "Shut up. Nobody wants to hear your pity party and you're lying." That's not AT ALL what was said. I was presented with an answer that I didn't like and reacted. I apologize and this was not the way that I wanted to introduce myself here. Thanks for your support.

Yes it does! It does matter to me! I don't know why! It matters to me! Maybe I do know, after all. Maybe you're right. I'll stop bothering and go get help.

I have nothing to prove to you. My life is my life. Cease contact immediately. Everyone else is free to dog pile me, I guess.

Wow, thanks for that. I put it all out there and you shit on it. You're right. I need to stop giving a f*ck. Nice forum. f*ck this. I do what people say, write it down and put it out there, and y'all come along and tell me to f*ck off. So, fine. I'm a lyer. All I tell is lies and nothing I say...

I’m fine, I’m safe, I’m sane. Please don’t call any emergency services. I wanted to vent and I got that. Mods can ban me at their leisure. I wouldn’t want to read this. I am twenty six. I am an abuser. I yell, scream, hit entities and cause damage. I have hit my mom. I have hit my dogs, I have...