Recent content by Pola

thank you

Let's start with I have severe PTSD, I disconnected from a lot of it due to it being a defense mechanism. I stopped feeling, I got used not to feel. I cried once per year, no more frequent. I went voluntarily impatient once it all started coming back at once, I was not safe. I'm in therapy and...

Got ya thank you for the info

Meds make it less awful, but pure pain. Memories from the past 20 years that I suppressed are coming back all at once. It hurts oh so bad, but I have to feel it and process.

Past 3 days I have been living off 2 yogurts a day. I made this soup, I wont touch the chicken, I will eat Yucca root, carrots, broth, and shredded. So some calories right? COFFEE with sugar free creamer. I'm going through it a bit,

I miss feeling the human emotion to love, the emotion is gone due to suppression of so much for years. I can't feel some things.

Thank you! How do I go about updating profile pic. Looking forward to joining the community.

Intro: I’ll go more in detail as I explore this page but hi