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Recent content by Rabecca

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    The Hotel

    I have memories of going to a hotel with my father. He dressed me up and put a camera on and then came the men. They would stop at the door pay my father and then come see me. They would do things to me on camera so they could have a copy to take home, they would rape me. Then my father would...
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    Wishing It All Could End

    I sit here everyday with a bag of old pill just waiting for the day I am brave enough to end my suffering. I have flashbacks so bad I can physically fill the pain of being raped, I hear and smell things from my past. I just don't know how much longer I can handle this all. The flashbacks are not...
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    Ice Cold

    I was put into a tub of ice water it was freezing. They had my hands tied behind my back. one of the grabbed my hair and pushed me under, he held me down for a few seconds felt like for ever. So I started kicking the one grabbed my legs. They continued to push me down into the water I got some...
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    The Big White House

    yes he is dead now
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    The Big White House

    This is a recalled memory that came to me in a series of flashbacks today. My father walked me up to this big white house out in the country. we walked in I saw a lot of kids on bed and sitting around, there were a lot of adult there to they were doing thing to the kids (sexual things) I tried...
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