Recent content by Ruinedforever

Welcome to the forum, babe, and thank you for sharing your story. I've found that it's a great place. I love you :) -Ruinedforever AKA RedKey's gf

My girlfriend is the best ;)

Thanks guys!

Also today, I drove for the first time since My accident (there's a post about it in my intro)

I am proud to say that I have been symptom free for a week! No intrusive thoughts, flashbacks, nightmares, guilt...you name it.. Honestly I'm afraid to let my guard down.. Yeah I feel fine this week, but next week could be the fallout, ya know?

That's why we're here

I'm not sure. I do want her to get the help that she needs though. It feels like she's "my" therapist and my gf needs to get her own, but I know that's just me being selfish. And I'm finally starting to trust my therapist and my gf said she doesn't want to do anything that would compromise our...

I've been seeing my therapist for about 3 months now, and last week she suggested that I bring my gf to session, since I was having difficulty remembering the order of events after my trauma (car wreck; I was hysterical; called my gf immediately after and she rushed to the scene). I could tell...

We'll all look the same someday. Even now the robot starts to think. I wonder what it dreams.

There's nothing special about me.

I know blue eyes get boring but I'll wear dark glasses all the time. And, hey, if you want me to, I'll take a knife to my own bright eyes.

Calm me and let me taste the salt you breathe while you are underneath.

Won't have to fight for long...

Love that song!!!

I suggest goving Thursday a listen. They are a little screamo, but I absolutely love his voice and he is by far one of my favorite lyricists. I recommend: understanding in a car crash, cross out the eyes, war all the time, asleep in the chapel, signals over the air, this song brought to you by...