Recent content by Sabrina0712

Thank you...I know. He is vile...he knows I am at the lowest point in my life n instead of being there for me like a good human being. He is trying to use me. I sent him a final goodbye email...I will be strong for the sake of my kids. I have so much to offer but I take this time to enjoy my...

Thank you @joeylittle...I need to break this cycle. The reason why I posted such a lengthy post to show you what I did if I did anything wrong n what his response was...which is the honest truth. I need to see that he is incapable of keeping a friendship or having someone care for him. I have...

It's so easy for everyone to say mean hurtful things...but I am saying it as how I feel right now. I am hurt right now that is all n I was just reaching out...sorta like dishing out my feelings. I have read allot of post on here from carers that have been left out in the cold by some of their...

@Solara...I wasn't looking for a relationship w/him. I didn't leave my husband to be w/ANYONE. I am proceeding in my life on my own. He was there for me when so many things happened in my life was crazy n I was just in a way returning the favour. I care for him as a person n I loved him for...

Thank you @Berlinda...thank you so much from the bottom of my heart thank you for understanding. It's not a on/off switch. If it was that easy n if I was in the right place...trust me I would do it in a heartbeat or take a pill to forget him BUT I care for him A LOT. He knows that...n he took...

Yupe...you are right @Solara. I need to cut the ties. I need to forget someone like him even exist.

He is a PTSD Sufferer on 100% disability...I don't know much about PTSD before him...but have been reading on this forum to get to know him.

So true @moonbeam...I don't know but maybe its my self esteem that is very low at this point that I feel like I am chasing him. I know in my heart that he is not being a good person to me n I do deserve better. The more I care for him the more he pushes me away n he makes me feel like I owe...

Thank you so much @Berlinda It's very very very hard but I am trying my very best to be strong but today is my weak point that is why I am here...he has disappeared before n reappeared many times. I reading n rereading all the post on here to keep me strong but its so hard. I just want to hear...

Thank you @Berlinda...it hurts so much :( I am trying to lead a normal life but its so lonely cause I don't know if its really over. I mean we had a great time when we are together but as soon as I have to leave...he turns sour n just disappears. I know I have to give up any hope for any sort...

Monday March 24th...he called me after not talking to me over a week. He called to ask me for money...here I am trying my best to support myself n my kids. Our one hour convo was pleasant in the begining all cause he doesn't really talk to anyone...I just listened to him talk cause I was...

Thanks @Born to Run...he did contact me yesterday...talking about his cat (so cute), n about his dad's bday after about half an hour into the conversation he asked me again for money. I just told him accept me for who I am...like I am accepting you w/all your qualms w/no expectations do the...

Thank you so much @Born to Run from the bottom of my heart...I am trying to let go but its hard. I feel used, betrayed n just plain sad but you are right...I need to let go. For the sake of my heart. It's sad to hear him sometimes use his PTSD to make me feel sorry for him when there are real...

I am sorry @Born to Run I just saw your post...thank you for being fair :( Bottom line I am just hurting cause I tried everything to please this man n have always been there for him...he has asked me many times for money. I don't want him to like me or continue talking to me for money. As soon...

Thank you @Keepingthefaith5 I am taking this time to heal myself...but I am no matter what he has said to me in the past or done now...still am worried about him. Just like how he was there for me during my hard times (my cat dying, my younger sister getting a masectomy) I wish he knows I am...