Recent content by Shield Flower

I personally feel this is normal. We are all born with the nature of owning emotions and react to things with different kinds of emotions. So my suggestion is, temporarily, once you do not hurt anyone AND yourself, maybe you can allow yourself to have some spaces to release your anger. Maybe you...

Well, maybe I can share my experience with you guys abut this F thing, because the trying of F is exactly what deteriorated my PTSD. Once, my parents, my younger brother, and I were required to have a family counseling. (My dad was one of the responsible person for my PTSD) I am not sure if the...

To be honest, I'm not sure if my opinion is useful to you. As a PTSD patient, I don't believe in gods, let alone any religions. That doesn't mean I believe or believe in nothing. I believe in myself, and my friends around me. Reason 1 is that everyone must have some level of self-belief, and...

You're right, to be honest. In my brain now, there is only anger. Well, hatred may be a better word....That's a reason i ask for everyone's help here. I mean, As people of PTSD, people here can have more understanding of my feelings. Most people will just tell me "It's been too long", "Hatred is...

Quite chaotic, I know, and my English is not very good. Well... thanks so much for your patient answering. In Taiwan, violence on campus will be treated seriously, no matter how long it has pasted. In my case, once I officially accuse her for that, or I just send an email to our Ministry of...

Well, if part of it is about the word "revenge" I use.... I do have a plan. In Taiwan, there is a military instructor for each department in the college. so my plan is simple: have a meeting with her and officially accuse that professor. In that case, I will also get help from school's...

Thanks for all yours advice. I've been thinking these days abut this revenge. In fact, both school's consultant and my doctor all claim that I am tolerating verbal violence, and they actually say that this problem should be handled in case of more victims. So my revenge, emotionally, I feel I am...

Hello, guys! I've been taking treatment for 11 years for my PTSD. I was "overly" physically punished by my kindergarden teacher and almost got killed, My dad was a supporter of physical punishment, so I was hit by him too. I sent myself to the hospital because I knew I need help. As a PTSD...

It's quite a long story, but now I am really going crazy because of my deisre of revenge. I am now 25, a graduate student, and I have beeen a patient of PTSD caused by childhood physical abuse and have taken psychotherapy for about 11 years. However, my problem now is what I cannot figure it...