Recent content by Skyalex

I am extremely introvert and I love being alone. I have only one person my companion that I like to spend time. I can't trust anyone else.

Does anyone else feel like the May have borderline personality disorder? When I read the symptoms almost all of them describe me. I also have complex ptsd.

Honest true friends.

I have one friend. I can't trust people.

I have had 2 restraining orders, and there is a no contact order because he was convicted of burning my car. None of those stopped him. He is still contacting me 3 years later. Even when I told him I hate him. I even moved so he wouldn't know where I live. He found that out to. I'm in the...

He keeps wanting me to meet him. Or threatening to come to my work. I just want to be left alone.

I have a hard time crying and I have for years. I believe it's because I'm so dissociated with my feelings. I rarely feel happy, but I have a lot of anger and anxiety.

One of my biggest problems is trust. I have trouble trusting everyone. Even my best friend that has actually helped me a whole lot in recovering. And when I'm having a bad day he is always there. I have managed to make some healthy boundaries and stick to them but that has alienated me from just...

Thank you very much.

I was with the narcissist for just about 10 years. Of course in the beginning it was wonderful and he made me feel like this was the best thing that ever happened to me. Slowly he changed so slowly that I didn't realize what was happening and I accepted things I never thought I would accept. He...

Thank you very much. I hope so to because this very isolating and difficult.

Monday I am supposed to have court to get a protection from stalking order. He will be there because that is the only way he can see me. Its been 3 years and he wont leave me alone.

My best friend is the only person in the world that knows everything I've been through and I can always go to him when I need to talk or don't feel well.

Thank you. I am diagnosed PTSD.

I'm not sure why I'm on here. Mostly to talk to other people who understand what I am going through. Its been 3 years since I left the toxic person who destroyed me. I see a therapist and I have one person I can go to that will listen and try to help. Everyone else has no clue. I still isolate...