Recent content by stillwaiting1400

i feel like every last inch of hope i had disappeared. i always knew that somehow he wasn't happy but to really hear it from him through a friend really struck me hard. he's happier with his friends than with me. i've been struggling with not seeing him for a week and i really thought we could...

if someone can see this now, please help me. i've never felt worse. feeling like a useless burden to him. i've clung onto him so long doing everything i could for him and now i realise he was never really happy around me. i really did everything i could everything

I'm not on any meds because I'm convinced that I don't need them. It's just there are some occasions when it gets really bad, and that's when I wonder if I need to see the doctor. It's just, I don't want to be labelled as 'crazy' or unwell. My family members don't know about my situation neither...

I have been having thoughts of hoping that I'll end up in the hospital for a few days, so that I could take a break from life. Sometimes I think of suicide, but then I realise I actually still wish to do something with my life. But, it's just it gets really really tiring. I dread waking up to...