Recent content by Thund

I hear you, thx for the long response. And I really understood what you mean in last response too, and that quote was taken out of context. Problem is, my diagnoses are always changing. My first diagnosis was bipolar. And after first visit, all other visits lasts for around 5 minutes. I only...

Thanks, both. I dont really want to forgive and forget, the only reason I want to forgive is to move on with my life. Hating the abusers dont do so much for them, it only hurts me. If my healing needs to go through that, Im ready to deep dive into myself and sincerely forgive them. I thought...

That sounds really rough, Im sorry that happened. You mention maybe its not the same as PTSD, why do you think that? That could easily qualify as PTSD or C-PTSD. If narcisist parents abuse child and say he's worthless, and peer abuse child and say he's worthless, I dont see it at all different...

@Charbella It helps. Also it helps as I would present this to my therapist or psychiatrist. When I grew up during 90s I dont recall there was a word bullying, it started to be more commonly used at the beginning of new millenium, at least in this part of the world. Growing up in war zone surely...

Ok, but thats the point. Why physical/sexual/psychological abuse + assault is so much dissociated with the term bullying? Doesnt term bullying means abuse in school? Should I have that dissociated? Being abused in jail or being POW have much heavier meaning, yet in some circumstances are...

In my process of healing I found out some stories about POW people who were brutally abused by Japanese captors, and after the war they went to Japan and personally forgave them. One was Eric Lomax, other was Louis Zamperini. This helped them heal their wounds and heal their PTSD, flashbacks...

Thank you, and thanks for the response. I do read some books Body Keeps The Score, and Complex PTSD: From Surviving to Thriving I don't know why there is such a stigma that bullying is something not part of PTSD society. But this is far from the truth. It didnt took me long to discover that...

Thanks for response. Problem is I do carry a lot of shame and guilt, but Im not really sure where does it come from. I have big holes in my memory, and memory problem is only getting worse. I relive my past and get in these emotional states where I feel lots of guilt and shame. About...

Hello there. I have searched for bullying and found this topic. I too was pretty brutally bullied in high school and also through elementary school (elementary school in my country is from 7th to 14th year, high school 15th to 19th). I also came from a broken home, and being very poor always in...