Recent content by tinac21

I think for me it has always been that I tell myself there was something I could have done to prevent the abuse. If I had been a good girl, or if I didn't wear a certain thing or behave a certain way then these things wouldn't have happened. As a child, and the eldest sibling out of 3, if my...

I'm new here too, and you've already shared more than I can at the moment. So your doing great in my opinion. From what I'm learning here this thing takes time.

Thank you all so much for the support. I was on here about a week ago reading the posts by others, trying to find some common ground and talking myself in and out of posting on here, so this was a big accomplishment in itself. Until my therapy, I didn't think I had anxiety, I still don't know...

I'm also new here and newly dx with ptsd, but I've been coping in the same way you describe since I was little. I feel the numbness more than any other emotion now. Used to just be angry, all the time. Pissed always. About 10 yrs ago I started my family and decided I couldn't punch everyone...

I've sat here for about 15 minutes trying to think of where to start. I'm not much for sharing, but I though this might be therapeutic and it would be nice to talk to others who can relate. I've been going to therapy for about 8 months, I had an emotional break down around that time and decided...