Recent content by Windydarlin

I feel so broken and alone. So alone. I've been so anxious and depressed and whenever I try to talk about it I'm ignored. I feel like the only person that cares or listens is my therapist. I don't feel like any of my friends care, I feel like my boyfriend couldn't care less about my feelings or...

I just started back with therapy yesterday actually. I'm not on any meds at the moment, because the last doc I had just kept adding medication after medication. I'm looking for another, but our mental health care system sucks terribly where I live.

It's really hard to deal with. It's not like I haven't tried talking it's just that nobody listens. I hope he can try to understand me. I told him about the Nami support group/seminar thing for understanding mental illness. I hope he'll go, maybe that will help.

It's never that easy. He's not always that bad. There's a lot of times where he's the only person who can calm me down or make me feel safe again. Not to mention I love him. I told him today that I can't deal with him throwing it in my face. That he needs to make an effort to find out how to...

I do have some that we've worked on in therapy. Like visualization and grounding, but they haven't been working well. I wanna fall back into my negative coping "tools".

Thank you, I appreciate knowing I'm not alone. It's so hard sometimes, it's so much worse when you feel alone.

I feel like I'm drowning and their hands are the ones pulling me under. I can feel their breathe move across my skin. I can smell their scents, distinct. I can feel their weight pressing down on my chest. I can see their faces circling me, taunting me out of the corner of my eye. I can feel...

Hey guys and gals. I'm obviously new to this site. I'm not exactly sure where to start... I guess diagnosis would be good. I suffer with PTSD, Borderline personality disorder, bipolar disorder, generalized anxiety and social anxiety. I'm 21 and I have a 5 year old son. I've been raped, beaten...