Recent content by Wyska

how's that going for you hun?

That's some very sound advice, thank you :)

I wish there was something I could do to help ready it...exercise, eating well, etc, just something to make it stronger for when the time to recognize my feelings has come. I have actually been able to do it before for a brief time but was unable to keep it up unfortunately and I can't remember...

Yeah, I'd say so. A lot of the time while i was being abused I hadn't really felt anything. The thoughts of "I don't care that this is happening." and "This isn't ACTUALLY happening." Would sort of replace any feelings I would have or should have gotten. Now it's just kind of...well, I don't...

Yep thats exactly what I mean!

Basically, I have been having this problem where my emotions go by in in my head at the speed of light and it makes it very hard to do any kind of therapy if you can't tell your T how you're feeling. I've been attempting mindfulness for over a year now but i don't think it's working very well so...

I can barely remember what it was like; was wondering what it felt like for others to maybe jog my memory...and perhaps validate that I did infact stop.

unfortunately sometimes we have to pick our battles...

Is it possible to be so detached from yourself that you can't make out your own thoughts? Like say you're in an argument, and you can't make out what you want to say and you've got the on-the-tip-of-your-tongue kind of sensation, but you are thinking to yourself "why can't I make out what I want...

Gosh, I wish I could offer some reassurance other than just saying that I've been through this also (except I was having panic attacks every day for a month). But it did eventually go away and I've only had a few since. I've found that having a conversation with someone or multiple people helps...

i did say i'd be willing to do something unlike school and i was just curious Also thank you for your insight I feel better about the situation

this is probably gonna sound like im plotting something but im curious if you have to be fired for it to count or does quitting for some reason also work?

I struggle to see how work and school are different. You have to get up everyday at the exact same time, you do the exact same thing every day, you have a lot of responsibilities, you have to deal with people and pressure and to me it's the same thing...the thing is with work is, I can't leave...

The impression I got from it was that they put you in a typical working environment and then watched to see what you'd do essentially. I suppose having a job that wasn't overwhelming like school was wouldn't be too bad. I did more research and didn't realize this was a regular thing with them...

Because I couldn't do school.