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    What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

    I feel myself losing hope. I feel ashamed. I feel mad about having core beliefs that are harmful to me. I feel mad that I don't have family support. I feel alone.
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    EMDR / exhaustion from it

    It would require me giving myself self-compassion and rewriting core beliefs through my EMDR therapt. Thank you
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    EMDR / exhaustion from it

    I just want to feel normal again and live. I know it takes time, but I miss having more energy and that makes me feel like I am letting myself and others down. I will try to think of this time as an investment in myself. It’s just really hard when the way I handled life before helped me...
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    EMDR / exhaustion from it

    I have physical exhaustion where I need to nap in the middle of the day. I need help managing the demands in my life. I have been good about saying no to extra things like social activities for now, but then I feel like I’m missing out.
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    EMDR / exhaustion from it

    Hi there, I was recently diagnosed with PTSD during my EMDR sessions. I have been experiencing extreme exhaustion in between sessions. I already do yoga and try to take mental health breaks. I am also a mom to a 4 year old. What can I also do that would help balance everything in my life? Thank you.
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    Over-identifying with my former career

    Thank you - I don’t think this is lame at all. It creates distance between career and my inherent self. It reminds me that I don’t have to attribute my qualities to something outside myself.
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    Over-identifying with my former career

    Hi everyone, This may be a tricky one, but I am currently in training for a new career and I feel like I am over-identifying with my old profession. Both careers are healthcare-adjacent, so I'm trying to find the balance of incorporating old knowledge vs. obtaining new information during the...
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    Educator Related PTSD

    I can relate to this so much @ainmama2001 and I'm sorry you have gone through it. I left a very toxic education job in December - my body was responding to the stress through illnesses I had never had before: pneumonia, UTI, pink eye - one after that other that winter season and it was rough...
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    Deep core beliefs

    Hi Movingforward, I have not done parts work, but I have read about Internal Family systems. I would have to see if my therapist is able to do that - thank you.
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    Deep core beliefs

    I have recently started EMDR therapy and I've been processing a lot, which feels like an understatement as I type this. ha! A lot of crazy stuff has been coming up, but I return to the core beliefs of "I am unworthy" and "I am broken." I know these were embedded in me within my childhood...
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    How are you doing?

    That’s awesome that you are doing well @Theasylumsystem! I thought about working at a DV shelter before (my background is in nursing) but I am worried I might be a too triggered still with my past. Hopefully one day because I would love to give back to this population. I felt like I had to mask...
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    Question about EMDR for certain types of CPTSD

    Another example I had recently after an EMDR session was the emotion of anger coming up. I had buried that so deep within me that I had suppressed it. I feel that others also suppressed it within me because I was the child growing up who would point out my mom's alcoholism and how it was...
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    Question about EMDR for certain types of CPTSD

    Yes I'd like to add that I have been going to talk therapy consistently since 2022 and on and off since I was 12. EMDR has helped me process so much better than just talking to a therapist. Because trauma lives deep in our brains and bodies, it feels amazing to "purge" this stuff out. I have...
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    What Song Are You Listening To Right Now?

    Return to Innocence by Enigma and my preschooler is screaming at me to turn it off lol
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    Sufferer Hi everyone!

    Thank you FMCA. Nice to meet you!
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    Sufferer Hi everyone!

    Thank you Susan Jane and nice to meet you. Yes I’m happy there is a place to go where people can understand what we are going through.
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    Sufferer Hi everyone!

    Nice to meet you! That is so nice to hear that you are living a good life. I’m finally in the safest and healthiest environment I’ve ever been in my life and it feels peaceful…but weird sometimes (if that makes sense.)
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    Sufferer Hi everyone!

    Yes so far so good with the EMDR. It’s hard, but I am glad to be processing stuff.
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    Sufferer Hi everyone!

    Hello everyone, I just wanted to come on here and introduce myself. I am LHazel and I have been diagnosed with major depressive disorder, generalized anxiety, and CPTSD most recently. I have been in and out of therapy since I was 12 (most recently have been in therapy continuously since 2022.) I...
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