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Yeah both my parents seem to dislike me and they shown it in different ways, and "luckily" for me it was "only" psychological and emotional damage so I dissociated to escape cause where else could I go? Home? Never will come across it on this planet I reckon! Blood relative are not anymore...

85g Heinz sweet chilli chicken breast - 145 cals

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Woah it's like you never heard of preparation and prevention.

I have no tips but can relate to everything you wrote as I'm very avoidant of everything. Except I find it difficult to cry but I still breakdown and react to the pent up negative emotions in a range of unpredictable ways and I didn't receive any physical so it's like in weak for needing to...

It's comforting seeing "no therapy vibes" as I always associate with reaching out to end up being forced to deal with people who want to have control over you, like therapists, counsellors and nurses if I were to overshare. The peers who recommend seeing those people are almost just as bad. Btw...

I haven't got much to lose at this point and it's almost like it doesn't matter if I ruin what's left.

It shouldn't be a surprise to find someone dead when you realise you never told that person you ever wanted them to live. In fact it just makes sense. Telling someone their life is worthwhile only takes a few seconds and they'll have all the time in the world to accomplish something that makes a...

85g canned chicken with fat free mayo (already in the can)

I didn't fall asleep last night at all, took 4+ doses of a CNS depressant which should knock me out for ~10 hrs but just managed 2x ~3 hrs seperately. Yesterday I got to sleep in a hotel but had to share a bed, with seperate blankets luckily. It was safe and I thought I could sleep in but just...

Hedda

~300g figs & 2 small overripe bananas that I must have ended up digesting

I have an eating disorder and it rapidly changes my blood sugar quite often and it does send the body further into fight/flight mode and can worsen all types of existing mental health issues. It's sad if it goes long enough you can forget you're not always a monster. Food is fuel and when...

I am not? One of my main coping mechanisms is to prove that I'm not a gentle person anymore, especially to someone as insignificant and undeserving as myself. Being considered gentle is very much close to being weak and easily controlled. Think what I meant to say was simply things are...

Yeah mine was but possibly some brands will have it in other flavours, can't think of any at the top of my head. It's also possible to use food grade dyes and make your own pink milk.

Thanks Pam, I only take meds recreationally and who told you I took any at all haha? I don't take things that are prescribed or peer pressured into trying (big difference I know).... but I learned to not overdo it and it's well under control. Maybe it's this month is my birthday and it brings...

I stayed away from people knowing I'm in a really bad mental state and I wouldn't have had a chance to mess anything up which will end up with trouble I'm not bothered to deal with. How dare I think I deserve support as well. Also I kept my mouth shut and did it for myself just like when I was...

Unbothered in the worst way and completely hopeless. Now frustrated cause some people in this thread completely ignores how they are feeling and talks about ANYTHING ELSE unrelated to the title !!! 😡

I have never been worse both mentally and physically. Great to hear you're doing better tho. My mood is way too flat to feel happy for you but I'm sure most other people will.

Pink milk was heavily discounted - around 80% off 😍 💘💝💖💗💓💞💕 It's so much less boring compared to white milk! 👎🥛

Those are really popular songs, it can seem like it was directed at you when parts of your brain are active but it's obvious not...

4 white peaches and 500mL Monster Ultra peachy keen 🍑 about 2 days ago

The first paragraph is my everyday but I don't recall experiencing anything in the second paragraph naturally... Makes me realise I'm unhappy with my existence cause I never had a chance to escape the world since I got here!

I haven't actually suffered enough as you but I also can zone out for ages at once before realising I'm 'wasting time' as most people like to call it. This has led me to check the clock more often and I'm not happy when people round the answer when I ask, as in say 'half past ten' when it's...

A wound using water wipes, not bothered with bringing out the alcohol.