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  1. parrotthepolly

    How can I turn this around?

    You might not believe me but it doesn't sound too bad since you still have your wife even if she can't completely understand your problems. It's comforting to have someone around... I think I only had one person close to me and my own hyper vigilance crap means I don't tell answer basic...
  2. parrotthepolly

    Unending misanthropy + empathy deficit?

    I'm like this too except I don't want to fully feel or it'll make me appear venerable. I don't trust most people at all and some not fully but know most people don't have any reason to come get me. I cannot hate the entire world but people can get on my nerves easily and seemingly little...
  3. parrotthepolly

    Chat, check-in, and hang out

    I confronted them and yeah been avoiding me for sure! Seems like an acceptable reason but feels like there's something deeper to this. Been exhausted for ages and now I'm wide awake after 27 hrs 😒 Won't be resting today without possible cardiac arrest. Surprisingly I still don't want to die yet.
  4. parrotthepolly

    What Song Are You Listening To Right Now?

    This is not my life It's just a fond farewell to a friend...
  5. parrotthepolly

    What Song Are You Listening To Right Now?

    You'll make him sad, shooting star ~
  6. parrotthepolly

    Love the art, hate the artist?

    Idk I think I can ignore it depending on the media. The only person I can think of is Dr Suess and don't remember the controversy but both the children's books and his art was iconic and surreal. The creation is seperate to the creator in my opinion, like I was born from two people but they...
  7. parrotthepolly

    I Realize That I

    Absolutely need to stop messing around. 😔
  8. parrotthepolly

    Sufferer Hi. Afraid and alone.

    Sure hope it will.
  9. parrotthepolly

    Write a happy story in 3 words

    On permanent vacation
  10. parrotthepolly

    Things only get worse, never better.

    I don't see anything wrong with your parents not meeting you if they're paying for your ride, if anyone I know complains like this I wouldn't have considered helping them in anyway. Damn well it sucks to not be let in your friends place but in the end it's still not yours. Haven't you learnt...
  11. parrotthepolly

    I miss…

    Many things and experiences that won't happen again in the same way and will never be brought back. Nothing and no one can ever be replaced. It all ended when it did and even with right tools it's not the same and never will be. Ever.
  12. parrotthepolly

    I miss…

    A few places where I don't feel welcome anymore, I was told I could still go there but it doesn't feel like i can. Plus a few people and animals who's gone and the places I'm at are empty which is also unwelcoming.
  13. parrotthepolly

    Write a happy story in 3 words

    In the land where she will never grow old
  14. parrotthepolly

    What Song Are You Listening To Right Now?

    This will still and always will ring true
  15. parrotthepolly

    Chat, check-in, and hang out

    Not good right now. Hopefully my friend will have some time during the holidays, said was very busy for the next 2 weeks for work but maybe just tired of me. I haaaaaaave been pretty unstable recently. I can come if I need to but I don't 'need' to. Not much to live for otherwise. I'm also in...
  16. parrotthepolly

    What made you feel better today?

    I finally have my senses back and I'm aware of the harm reduction I need to do, not sure I will but at least I will know what went wrong.
  17. parrotthepolly

    Last movie or tv series you watched?

    Shawshank Redemption
  18. parrotthepolly

    Warning: Rant alert

    Classic anxiety symptom but there is always a possibility for everything but worrying doesn't help either way.
  19. parrotthepolly

    What Is On Your Mind Right This Second?

    Don't want to find out, think I lost it. 乁⁠༼⁠☯⁠‿⁠☯⁠✿⁠༽⁠ㄏ (That's a shrug emoticon)
  20. parrotthepolly

    Current Weather

    Sunny about 30°C and I hate being outside!
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