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"She shows no emotion at all Stares into space like a dead china doll I'm never gonna know you now But I'm gonna love you anyhow" - Elliott Smith

Yeah the underworld sure is scary but most people won't go too far if you keep to your side of the deal. I strongly agree that therapy is not a good support system (I wouldn't consider it support at all) and it's not like they're trained to fix you. I wouldn't let those people near me with a...

Apparently it went well, suspiciously well... Doesn't seem like will be leaving my life anytime soon so that's comforting. I'm not sure why someone is willing to put up with me without expecting anything in return...

It's possible to be suicidal while still doing your job and keep other people alive. Have you even figured out if that's the case. Talking to someone with more control can seem like a betrayal when talking directly to someone you have a problem with means you're treating them as an equal.

Isn't this a must, maybe not but it's a good mindset to have since it could happen any time anyway? 🙄 I would speak to him first about transferring to field hospital or supply depot before speaking to higher ups.

Passed out for 11+ hours after I was kicked out the day before and took a walk in the early hours while pulling an all nighter. Funny I wasn't as scared as I should have been but at least I had all that adrenaline which was much needed lol. Can't believe I was awake for over 45 hours and was...

I get this but mostly with positive feelings sadly.

Passing out! Just kidding! Usually listen to music or watch movies or a show of there's TV or streaming services. Fav sad song?

Gloomy ☁️

Passing out! Fav way to travel?

Adrenaline and endorphins 💓

I wish this new acquaintance will be online and not upset at me when I contact tomorrow and please don't drop me or disappear 🙏 There isn't much for me to live for.

I stood for most of the bus ride so I had to use my muscles and got to burn some calories.

Proud I said no when my friend offered me a donut or sandwich. Don't see why asked me like 5 times this evening. I have another friend who does this too! Ask if I want food every hour or so wtf. Why is it so difficult to understand I. Will. Not. Allow. Myself. To. Eat !!! I will not eat! It's...

Tap water in a Gatorade bottle, I can still taste hints of grape 🍇 Yum!

How did you know it was your first? Well from experience, it doesn't get much better without some kind of support but at least to you're still alive it seems...

This is too familiar. I've tried having hobbies and friends again and the amount of times I've ran out is getting out of hand so now I'm isolating again even though I can feel it getting reallyy bad again. It's a positive feeling letting someone in but it's different when being used to only...

Guilty and overwhelmed

My gastroparesis... I got rid of some completely undigested food from 6 hours phew!

The 'Nam soundtrack was a classic :')

- 500 - 750mL coconut water - multivitamin - vitamin D, calcium & magnesium pill - 2mg mint nicotine gum

When your desire to self harm goes so far as to scare someone straight and you want to be happy for them for moving on but can't feel happy about anything when all that's going through your mind are the look of horror when they were trying to help.

Very grateful for a new friend and unfortunately I didn't do a good job of showing it ...

Squid Game season 2 episodes 1-7 and season 3 episodes 1-6 All in 24 hours wtf