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  1. parrotthepolly

    I Realize That I

    I'm extremely ungrateful for stuff normal people would be and I don't give one damn!
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    Last movie or tv series you watched?

    My Dead Friend Zoe
  3. parrotthepolly

    What Are You Grateful For Today?

    Grateful for all the people who have put up with me cause I'm very unstable and difficult to communicate to...
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    Write a happy story in 3 words

    See you soon
  5. parrotthepolly

    Quote Of The Day

    No problem, I wasn't offended. We all have different opinions and we're not in North Korea.
  6. parrotthepolly

    Ask a foreigner

    In Aus we never had to do that, I know the in US it's more... expectedly in a way... It's been a long time since I've been in school, so have no idea if this comment was referring to something you encountered recently, seem so out of the blue. That was rhetorical.
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    What Did You Eat And Drink Last?

    - 125g Raspberries (65) ~ 750mL coconut water (150) 🥥 - 1 litre Monster ultra strawberry dreams 🍓 (24) - 500mL Monster ultra peachy keen 🍑 (12) - 375mL Jim Beam bourbon+ vanilla cola 🌼 (195) ~ 750mL Pepsi Max mango (4) ~ 250mL Pepsi Max vanilla (2) - 2 Haircarebear vitamin gummies 🐻 (16)...
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    Quote Of The Day

    "To become God is the loneliest achievement of them all"
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    Sufferer Thought I was just secretly faulty, turns out it's cPTSD from Narc parents and ex!

    Welcome! Being able to experience feelings again must be a nice breakthrough after being numb and in hiding for so long.
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    Other Being told have to be play nice and keep in touch with toxic family members is wearing me down

    Many people's family members do that cause people who haven't been through trauma can't imagine the consequences. Healing isn't linear so you're not starting all over if there were times that you experienced anything better than this episode.
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    Getting by socially - Nothing positive to talk about

    I've also been isolating for a while that there's nothing for me to talk about. Not that I have friends to hang out with anyway, all the old timers seem to have disappeared, including me.
  12. parrotthepolly

    Quote Of The Day

    Everyone enters this world screaming, some never have stopped.
  13. parrotthepolly

    How Did You Sleep Last Night?

    Keep waking up every other hour the past few days. Think I know which image caused it and hope it stops soon, can't think.
  14. parrotthepolly

    I Realize That I

    I can't replace anyone and I will always feel empty because of it.
  15. parrotthepolly

    What Did You Eat And Drink Last?

    Spent too much on McDonald's yesterday and can't tell if it was worth it but wouldn't have been happy with anything else. 🍔 - 1 big brekkie burger - 2 sausage & egg McMuffin - 2 hash browns - 1 big mac - 1 McGriddle (the bun was sweet n idk what to think) - 1 coke zero
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    What Did You Eat And Drink Last?

    Don't remember and don't want to think about the stuff I do remember but here's some cakes and 4 custard tarts with nutmeg from the other other other day. Also had Fibre One brownies and it was great cause there was a lot of refined sugar, they probably only market it as a diet food cause it's...
  17. parrotthepolly

    What Song Are You Listening To Right Now?

    Frank Zappa never had a theme, and that's not part of the lyrics?
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    Dissociation isn't working anymore?

    I switch between this realisation and full on dream mode. Mostly cause a lot of everyday stuff brings up uncomfortable sensations for me that my brain's probably over exaggerating but at least I'm fully aware. Just knowing I'll die one day and it won't matter in the end cause I'm not famous...
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    I Realize That I

    I have more than several problems.
  20. parrotthepolly

    What Did You Eat And Drink Last?

    Finally tried Red Rooster for the first time the other day. Had a red's burger, 2 rippa rolls, 1 fries and cheesy nuggets. Everything was great except the nuggets. Same day had 8 coffees with full cream milk and 3 or 4 black tea.
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    Days I don't want to be here

    Most people have someone or many people who would miss them if they died. And most people don't really want to be gone, just want the pain to end but in doing that, causes more pain.
  22. parrotthepolly

    Bodily CPTSD Symptoms - Choking

    Realised I have had moments of throat closing up and when I'm tense, I don't swallow water right but luckily not too much as to chock on nothing.
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