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  1. parrotthepolly

    What Did You Eat And Drink Last?

    - quiche which I finished in less than 5 mins (timed) - corn thins 🌽 - wayyy too much vanilla chai - oatmeal with sodium saccharin & cinnamon - canned fruit salad - cake with too much frosting, not sure why the lightning's so ominous
  2. parrotthepolly

    Undiagnosed Heyyyyyy We're new here

    Welcome! I can relate to the memory thing. I try to avoid my own experiences but remember exact details of ... well odd things lol.
  3. parrotthepolly

    What would you choose?

    Sugar free or konjac jelly, it's not possible to make low cal and/or low carb cookies Never be able to sing again or never be able to dance again? No effect on voice or movement just the above.
  4. parrotthepolly

    What would you choose?

    I don't like [for lack of a better word] baths or being in a body of water either. Moving along! About 50/50, right now I'd rather watch them play but I know a cat that won't leave me alone so no choice haha. Oatmeal or cereal?
  5. parrotthepolly

    ED My Eating Disorder is getting out of hand

    As someone who also binges (but I also purge) I completely understand the feeling and if there isn't control over my intake then I'm faced with my feelings and things get even more out of control so all the addictions are staying until my body rots. Also I kept a ~5500 calories binge down 2...
  6. parrotthepolly

    There for others but no one there for me.

    I've been having a breakdown for 2 days straight. There's someone where I need to be tomorrow and I'm having a panic attack just thinking about it lol. Might still be calming down and then things will make more 'sense' or maybe it's the fact that life is very different when experienced from...
  7. parrotthepolly

    You Know You Have PTSD When...

    When no one can lose your trust cause they never had it in the first place!
  8. parrotthepolly

    Sufferer Living with C-Ptsd as a Therapist

    Welcome to the forum!
  9. parrotthepolly

    Sufferer Thanks for being here

    Welcome to the forum!
  10. parrotthepolly

    Sufferer Introducing myself & looking for help - Especially with flashbacks

    Sorry to hear treatment didn't work, lots of people still live with the illness after many attempts. I know how it feels as i find it hard to get along with most people and the bodily memories.
  11. parrotthepolly

    Write a happy story in 3 words

    I got oats :')
  12. parrotthepolly

    Has Hypnotherapy made things worse or better for you?

    It's the most common one compared to other dissociative disorders if I'm not mistaken? There are signs of it in PTSD, MPD now known as DID and OSDD so it may not have a separate diagnoses tho.
  13. parrotthepolly

    100 Days

    You mean before killing myself? Eat food without compensation, especially oatmeal with actual cow's milk (I swear it's the sugar that makes it so addicting, lite and skim doesn't remove the damn sugar) and maybe even honey. Lots of toast (white bread) with butter and peas with butter, it always...
  14. parrotthepolly

    Other Disconnected

    It's very helpful to talk about it even without solutions. Keeping things in usually doesn't end very well from experience.
  15. parrotthepolly

    What Did You Eat And Drink Last?

    300g ham 450g broccoli & salt 500g strawberries 1 boiled egg rotisserie chicken stuffing (c/s) Total - 733 cal, 63g protein, 25.5g fibre
  16. parrotthepolly

    What would you choose?

    Solitude Never have your fav food or never have your fav drink again?
  17. parrotthepolly

    The inheritance he left me

    I'm assuming "he" is the abuser? Very normal to feel nothing due to trauma or sudden change It could be an initial reaction (or lack of) and more feelings can come or it stays that way. After multiple unfortunate events, most people feel less and less despite logically knowing it's not a...
  18. parrotthepolly

    Bodily CPTSD Symptoms - Choking

    Erm I do have some but it's hard to describe. I try to avoid what I'm feeling cause I'm very uncomfortable in the body I was left in. I don't exactly remember all of them now which means it's working at least. Main one is freezing and completely numbing where my senses don't exactly work and I...
  19. parrotthepolly

    Sufferer Struggling to adapt

    Yep it hardly ever leaves your nervous system but at it does help a lot to be physically safe I reckon.
  20. parrotthepolly

    What would you choose?

    Pencils, pens feel weird and wasteful when trying to fill a large space. Cinnamon or Nutmeg?
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