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Stef- (I hope you do not take offense at me referring to you as Stef... I have a cousin by the same full name, and that's how she chooses to be addressed . it seems convenient, practical, and easy to input! If it offends you let me know.,) My family had the necessity to address, as an outsider...

Well,ok.I don't want to talk about this s*** in public, or even amongst Vets. grew up in a military family, and, my dad was an adherent to the notion that everyone was making up everything they complained of. for what it's worth, he was intellectually consistent... And he suffered chest pains...

I've been lurking here for a while, and I've replied to a couple of threads trying to figure out the folks here can be trusted. I guess reached the conclusion, because now we're going all in. however, come closer and closer to this prescipice. so dark, so sad. Cal

You are loved, and you're not alone, Steph. Cal

Hey, Steph- thanks for your posts.they say that one of the major problems with us vets is our inability to form any sort of lasting relationship with another human being. maybe that's true, maybe it's not, but in my experience its more truth than not! hahaha! :O_o: sometimes, I feel like my...

Hey, HGLL- How are you? As another vet "in need", I'm right there with ya'. I wanted to "off my head!" yesterday. Doing better today. Your words helped me. Thx. I'm here again. No joy, no hope. WTF?!?

Gawd, my heart goes out to you, man. I've kicked myself into similar spirals and the I don't think hell itself to be worse. at some point, it becomes this self imposed torture. more religious folks would say the hell is something you face after death, however, many military folk understand the...

Thanx. I want you to know the words you said helped me on a real bad day. Cal

Yeah. Can anyone identify what it's like when even your kids are not enough? Like they're better off alone?!? Gawd, I love the boy with all my heart, but it can get so f*****g dark. Cal Do you ever think that the problems we are least equipped to deal with are those we are facing...

Hey, right there with you my brother. Sometimes life can be a real dichotomy... resolving our past circumstances with our presence. Life, love, family. I spent over a decade handling investment banking having one of the larger banks, subsquent my military service. Who knows... maybe this has...